3:00 AM Thoughts [ Complete ]

10:00 am

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When you have a feeling that she's the one,
But in the end, it's just a feeling.
A feeling that will leave you broken.

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We're so in love tonight,
So why don't just be together?
It just feels so right.

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One aches for the love,
The love of another.

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I understand silence.
No, I love silence.
Because it helps you say things you can't say out loud.

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At 12 am I wish you were here, next to me.
At 3 am I wish we never met at all.

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If I was never the one,
You could have just told me.

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Midnight thoughts.
The things that never make afternoon words.

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We forced it too much.
Now we're loose.
Hanging on a sliver of hope.
But, that sliver might just be enough.
Enough for both of us to love again.

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You were the biggest mistake I made,
But, a wrong never felt so right.

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The world has ended many times for me.
And began again in the morning.

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If you think you are useless,
Think of yourself as a white crayon.
Useless to those who have no clue how to use you,
But, priceless to those who see you're true value.

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You were a beautiful catastrophe.

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Don't get too close,
You might never get out.

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After all,
You're still the one.

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Looked into her eyes,
Got lost in her stars,
But, hellos and goodbyes,
Caused him lessons and scars.

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On the boardwalk,
At blue hour,
We had a long fucking talk,
Which just left me sour.

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If only you knew.

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Oh, how much pain.
With so little to gain.
Why endure this endeavor?
Because it gives me joy and life with flavour.

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I hate this,
Knowing I can't have you,
Yet, I keep on thinking I have a fucking chance.

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I remember all the times we were together,
This was when my heart was getting softer.

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