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Know that noone can take your place.
Because I'm fucking obssessed with you face.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I'd take a bullet for you.
But when you left,
I didn't have take to take a hit,
But that still stings like hell.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
Bad, sad, mad, alone, lonely.
How many words can I come up with that describe me?
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I'm a prisoner of my own mind.
I'm not one of kind.
Alot out there are chained.
Chained to the walls of their thoughts.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I hate being fake.
That's why I say what you need to hear.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
It's sunny outside,
But in the middle of my room,
It's pouring.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I stay in my lane.
Go at my own pace.
Feel my own pain.
I don't share it with others.
Simply, I'm not a selfish guy.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
If you were a book,
You'd be the only thing I'd read.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I hope that someday,
I would find out,
Why,
When you left me,
I felt empty.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I love you.
Even if you don't love me back.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
We're going in circles.
No point anymore.
Why go the lengths?
When we won't even reach the end?☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
Christmas was truly in my heart.
It was cold and chilly.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
You were a star.
The sun.
And you hurt me,
When I come close.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I want you to feel rich,
Even if It makes me feel poor.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I loved cuddling under the sheets in bed.
Now I'm lost in my own head.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I trusted you,
Now I'm feeling alone and blue.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I can't love anymore,
I feel so fucking sore.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
Love is a lesson.
Not a life sentence.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
Love is shit.
It hurts,
But I still want more.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
Lucky is I,
For when you crossed my eye,
I loved you,
More and more.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
My mistake was I didn't say hello.
Yours was walking past me.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I run in the dark.
No light to guide me.
The walls closing in.
Too blind to see.
Now I'm in an awful position.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
Why should we be complete?
You know I can't compete.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
My mind is a prison.
Holding criminals like me.
Crime: loving you.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
A happy face isn't automatically a happy person.
☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
When night falls,
I have been always your escape.☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
I enjoy writing,
Just not about you.
Because when I do,
My heart clenches.
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I wake up in the morning and go like, " fuck, I'm alone. "
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PoetryThoughts at midnight. Love. Heartbreak. Loneliness. Encouragement.