coffee stains

hurricane

maybe i was a catastrophe
bringing destruction to quiet seas
maybe i bring these mess with me
anywhere
like a hurricane
would ever be

maybe i was once
a roaring thunder
throwing anger
over and over

maybe i was too drunk
in the mess i'm in
wallowing, tipsy
from everything, being petty

call me a drunkard
but the only thing i was ever drunk with
was your wined taste kisses
bringing me
only closer
to you

(drinking made me forget things
but it has never made me forget you)

and yes maybe i was a catastrophe
but the moment your eyes
laid at me,
i was sure
so sure
that you'd be another victim of me

but then
the cards turned
unexpectedly
waking me
to a reality
i wasn't even ready

falling in love is so unlike me.
but, i guess
it's now time
to embrace
what could be.