Lost Thoughts

Betrayal

(Writer's Note:I originally wrote this using Twitlonger for my Frigg account because needed to get it wrote down as the feelings quickly came. I then transcribed to here and wanted to tweak it but I put the copywrite symbol by Frigg and left it. I hope you enjoy it. Thank you.)

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Betrayal comes in the darkness of the night

It hangs in the air

wanting to choke and smother

whatever little happiness one has.

As if Betrayal is saying:

"No! No you shall not be happy.

No you shall not be loved,

cherished and protected.

I forbid it!"

Then in the sweetest and kindest voice

Betrayal inquires:

"What would become of me if I do not have you?

Do you not know I love you?

Do you not know you are my heart's desire?

That I want to protect you?"

I run and cover my ears from Betrayal.

but he always finds me and repeats his words.

Wanting to be loved and cherished

I eventually uncover my ears and believe him.

Only to be reminded that I am dealing with Betrayal

and will never win.

Never to be loved.

Never to be protected.

Never to be cherished.

Never to be anyone's world.