"𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀'𝕕 𝕗𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕝𝕚𝕖
𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖
𝔽𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕖, 𝕗𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕨𝕚𝕔𝕖
𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕙 𝕠𝕣 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕖?
ℕ𝕠𝕨 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕔𝕣𝕪"
!Slurs, Bullying, tissues?!
Johnny had grown up on the rough side of The neighborhood, so cracking open a window? Please, that was child's play.
Johnny swiftly snuck out, and walked to Pony's house without rush. Dally should be asleep or passed out drunk.
As he safely made it to his paradise he laid on the couch, closing his eyes, and letting slumber sweep him up in its arms.
He woke up to the sun lightly kissing him, being able to barley tenderly touch him through the small cracks of the emerald green curtains of the Curtis. He sat up, yawning quietly, after that he put on his jean jacket, and got all that he needed for school. He didn't really like it, but he went anyways.
As he entered the halls of his personal hell people stared at him before murmuring. He was at the Greaser hallways. That's right, different money different hallways. He was usually invisible to both sides. But today he seemed to be the star of the freak show on both sides. He passed Sylvia's locker and when she saw that fox with a sly grin across her face, he knew she did something. As he finally finished the never ending walk to his locker he saw there, written in bright red bold letter "F A G" each letter cutting deeper and deeper into his soul and heart.
The world was blurry, all he could hear was a loud ringing in his ear and the rest of the students sounded like they were mumbling to him but he was six feet under, buried, and they were at the top. Out of the blurriness he made out Ponyboy, he was talking to him but Johnny just couldn't see it. Did it hurt? Like a bitch. Did Johnny cry? No, not at school. He could take a beating without letting a peep out. He can easily get out of school without a tear escaping. But his breathing cut short. It seemed like everyone around him was breathing all the air in the room, he had to leave. Now.
He pushed by the ocean of students, each step making it harder to stand, harder to breathe. Ponyboy tried going after him but once Johnny passed the students blocked his path, like they were trying to make Johnny suffer.
He still couldn't breathe.
As he entered the Curtis house he began to cry. Everything from meeting Dally, his parents beating him, finding out Dally has a girlfriend, his girlfriend making him feel like he was nothing like Dally could never love him, everyone but him being loved, realizing Dally could never love him, Dally finding out, to today. He let out a sob, no one was home. So he let out the loudest sobs, some where like gasps. He had to stop because it was so hard to breathe, but continued afterwards. After an hour his face was covered with tear stains, his bottom lip quivered slightly, he didn't feel anything.
Dally.
He had to see Dally. "Pony should be outta school." He silently thought, taking mental note to go through the back door.
Once he made it to the park, which he knew Dally would be at, he saw heartbreak before his eyes. There he was, Dallas Winston kissing Sylvia. The day after he told Johnny Cade that he loved him, that he cared about him, that he didn't want Sylvia to hurt him anymore. Kissing her. He sucked in the cool air that surrounded him. Probably a bit too loud, because Dally opened his eyes, saw him there and pushed Sylvia away. "Johnny I can explain, I swear."
"No!...No! No more explaining Dally! No more! I'm sick and tired of it!" He yelled pushing him back as Dally attempted to come closer. His bottom lip quivered, "no more."
"Johnny c'mon"
"What? What are you going to say? You didn't mean to? You didn't mean everything you said yesterday?"
"Johnny I did mean it-"
"No, Dally! You didn't! If you did then you wouldn't be here sucking off her face! Do you know what she did? At a school? She wrote Fag on my locker Dally, she embarrassed me in front of everyone! Everyone thinks I'm a fag! Who knows what they'll do! But what are you gonna do? Say that you're sorry and that you care and then go back to having sex with her? I'm done Dally. Because at the end you're gonna end up with her. You were never meant to be mine." He quickly wiped a stray tear. He saw Sylvia smiling behind Dally, and with that Johnny left.
And the worst part? Dally just stood there.
He did nothing.
