Are you going to kiss me?

8

So tonight is the night. The night I do everything I possibly can to prove to Emma that I mean everything I say. I have eyes for her and only her, she just needs to realise I'm serious about her, and so are my feelings.

So I get ready, as ready as I can be. I throw on the sexiest outfit in my wardrobe, tight leather pants, a leopard print body suit, and a black denim jacket with roses embodied to the fabric. It's an iconic Roni look. 

I touch up my makeup with popping red lipstick, smokey dark eyes and an extra layer of thick luscious mascara. And suddenly I'm prepped for our night. I walk over to her apartment, dangerously strutting the path walk in my sexy knee high boots, I wouldn't be surprised if she heard me coming from a mile away. I wipe my clammy hands upon my leather pants and take a deep breath before knocking on her door three times.

*knock, knock, knock*

The door swings open and out pops a very flushed blonde. Her hair is cascaded down her face in luscious curls bigger than the waves. Her dress is so sexily stuck to her body, hugging her every goddess curve and then she sighs.

"Okay I'm ready" she smiles before finally looking up and showing me that gorgeous face of hers, covered ever so slightly in the smallest amount of make up, but that's one thing I like about Emma Swan: she is naturally a goddess. "Do you know how crazy I've been, rummaging through all my boxes for a dress for tonight."

And then my heart sunk. Forgetting she is leaving in just two days. "Well you look stunning" I gasp as I take in that stunning dress just once more. Shes wearing a sexy little black dress stopping just before her knees, the straps shouldn't even be considered straps in this case. They're just two pieces of string tied into a bow and my goodness, how I dare to just undo that little tie to watch her perfectly sculpted little breasts come tumbling out.

But instead I remain respectable. I need to win her over. I place my hand upon her waist and place a sweet kiss to her burning cheek. She blushes slightly and offers her hand. I take her also sweaty hand into mine and grin, knowing I'm not the only nervous one tonight.

We walk hand in hand all the way to the restaurant and order our main meal, whether or not we have dessert here or at Emma's place I do not know.

"So tell me about New York" I draw out because really I want her to say 'I'm not going anymore, you're my reason to stay' but truth is... I'll never be her reason to stay. She has her heart set on this once in a lifetime training course to be a firefighter and save lives. "I bet you're so excited"

"I really am, but I'm also so nervous. I cannot wait to join a team and actually get the thrill and accomplishment of saving lives. It's something I've always wanted Roni. You know that"

"I do, and I'm proud of you" I grin, taking her hand in mine across the table as her foot ever so delicately runs up my leg. Is she doing what I think she's doing. "Em... there's nothing I want more than you playing a cheeky game of footsies under the table... but I really like you Emma, and I don't want you giving off mixed signals, so please think about this properly."

"You're something I want but can't have Roni. I'm going away to New York and what if you and Samdi do things behind my back, or what if I love new York and won't want to come back, or what if..."

"No what ifs Emma. Live in the moment and trust that I would never hurt you again. I've never felt a connection before like I have with you. You're breathtaking." I state as I cut her off from her previous statement. I don't want to go down in her books. I need to make it to the top. So that is what I shall do. "Emma I only have eyes for you, I will never hurt you again I swear."

Emma looks down and sets her fork down on her plate after playing with her damn side salad for a good 5 minutes. She looks up to meet my honest eyes and gives me a the strongest lustful look I have seen yet.

"Would you maybe want to come back to mine?" She whispers, barely audible but because I've wanted to hear those words for so long now, my ears latch on to every little word.

"Only if you're sure, I don't want it to be something you'll regret later on" I respectfully respond.

"Absolutely. You'll never be something or someone I'll regret Roni"

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Sorry the chapters aren't updating as quickly as you would like, I promise they are slowly coming. I work 40 hours a week and do driving lessons at weekend and theory so my life is pretty busy aha x
But thank you to all those who are patiently waiting x