⚠️ Warning ⚠️ : Self harm will be referenced in this chapter
Millie's POV-
I couldn't believe my eyes. This had to be a dream.
I'll never forget the moment that my whole heart shattered.
Monday morning came by fast, I woke up to my alarm as usual.
I rubbed my eyes and yawned.
I groaned as I got up from my bed, "How am I supposed to face everyone at school today?" I thought to myself.
I headed to the bathroom and looked at the mirror to see my eyes that were puffy from last night.
I put on a grey hoodie and black sweatpants, and left my hair loose.
I didn't bother to have breakfast so I just left out the door to go to Sadie's car. "Hey Mills, how are you feeling".
"Fine, I guess", I mumbled.
I was silent the whole car ride to school.
I was thinking to myself "How was I even going to face him after what he did to me".
I was interrupted from my thoughts, when Sadie said,"Millie, if you want we can ditch school if you want"I shook my head no.
Sadie found a parking space to park in and I started to feel nervous to walk in.
"Mills, don't be nervous I'm gonna walk in with you" she said.
I nodded and we started to get out of the car.
Finn's POV-
When I got to school everyone was on their phone and whispering to each other.
I was confused but then Noah, Caleb, and Gaten walked up to me.
"Hey guys, why is everyone on their phones more than usual?" I said.
"Um," Caleb was about to say something but got interrupted by Millie walking through the doors with Sadie.
Everyone then turned to face her.
She looked like she barely got any sleep because she had dark circles around her eyes.
I was still confused with this whole situation.
Millie then quickly ran past everyone with Sadie then following after her.
Millie's POV-
The video,
"I honestly regret dating Millie, she's been such a waste of my time these past couple months.
She's so controlling she asked me if I was gonna come to this party if she was my mom or something.
She also calls me every day and night.
I can't catch a break from her, she's so obsessed with me.
So everyone watch out if you decide to date her! It will feel like torture".
When I saw that video at that moment I felt my whole world fall apart.
As tears kept falling down my eyes. I kept wishing this was all a bad dream that I hoped to wake up from soon.
Then there was the picture of him kissing Maddie.
She never liked me, she always said something rude to me in the hallways along with Lilia and Iris.
Now here I am crying again in the bathroom stall thinking about it all over again.
I heard footsteps come in the bathroom, "Mills, are you okay" I heard Sadie's voice.
"I don't think I am, it just hurts too much every time I think about it".
"I'm so sorry Millie, I wish there was a way Lizzy and I can help you get through this" she said.
"Thank you Sades, but for I want to be myself for a while, if that's okay".
"That's fine, text Lizzy or me if you need anything".
Finn's POV-
I was shocked after seeing the video and picture, I was there that night and I don't remember anything at all.
But it's not even my business in the first place so I should just leave it alone.
In science class, Millie wasn't even in class.
It was the end of the school day and I was saying bye to my friends and then about to leave school when I got stopped by Iris on the way out.
"Hey Finn, so about the party" she said.
"Yes?" I said.
"Finn we kissed and that's all you have to say?" she said.
"I'm sorry, I mean I do like you" I said back.
"Really Finn, I do too" she said. Then I felt her lips on mine then slowly kissed her back.
Millie's POV-
Joseph didn't even show up to school today, "What a coward" I thought to myself.
But I had to stay at the end of the class because Mrs. Dyer guidance counselor was talking to me about how I felt because I looked depressed.
I didn't say anything about the situation and said I was just stressed.
On my way out of school, I saw Finn and Iris kissing.
"At least someone is having a good relationship" I thought in my head.
I just walked past them, they both hated my guts anyways.
When I got home, my parents weren't home and Ava was at Paige's house.
I started to think about it again, tears started coming out of my eyes.
I couldn't take it anymore I needed it to stop.
I went to the bathroom, grabbed the razor as I slowly made a small cut in my wrist.
I started crying more as I saw the red blood coming out of my skin.
After that, I layed down on my bed went under the covers and drifted off to sleep.
Poor Millie. I hope you enjoyed, stayed tuned for the next chapter.
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