Cold Blooded (ImAllexx x Memeulous)

Revcovery

A/n The subject of relapse is heavy during this part so if you don't like reading that stuff
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2 weeks later
Alex was laying in bed just thinking about stuff, like the first time he met George, how he planned to kill him, and then how they ended up shaggin. If he was honest he hadn't moved from that bed since he returned from the hospital other to go toilet and this meant he really smelt bad, but George didn't seem to care because every night he cuddled Alex to make sure he was warm and safe. George made him food even though he couldn't cook and spent way to much money on Uber eats because he wouldn't let Alex pay. He never forced Alex to get out of bed or take a bath even though he needed to and he always did Alex's coursework so that he didn't fall behind the rest of the class even though this meant George was slowly slipping behind himself.

He should be happy but he wasn't. He didn't know why he wasn't but he knew he wasn't. He still felt empty. He wanted to be happy. He wanted to laugh at George's horrible jokes and he wanted to cry at sad films but he couldn't. It was like a piece of him did die that day even though he survived. He still wanted the sweet embrace of Death. But what he really wanted though was just to to say "I love you" back to George.
"What was that Alex?" George shouted from the living room
"Hmm? Oh nothing just thinking out loud." He shouted back
"Oh well I've invited Will and James around for small party so are you gonna actually leave your room today?"
Alex sat up and thought about it, maybe a bit of alcohol would help raise his spirits a bit.
"Yeah yeah okay sure"
"Good make sure you have a shower and change your clothes yeah?"
"Yeah obviously"
"Oh and spray the room it stinks"
"Yeah whatever"
Alex got out of bed and walked to the bathroom closing the door behind him. He practically peeled the t-shirt off his skin along with his trousers and boxers and dam did he feel dirty. He turned on the shower and sat on the side of the bath tub while he waited for the water to heat up. He stepped in the water and felt the immediate warmth flood over him and relax his muscles. He let the water run down his body and wash away his thoughts, it was like the water was apart of him. It made its own little world and Alex was encased in it. He stood there for a few minutes before he was scared out of his imagination by George bursting through the door.
"GEORGE WHAT THE FUCK" Alex cried out while quickly pulling the shower curtain across to cover himself but not before George had had a good look at him.
"Sorry Al, Will just turned up and he's using the other bathroom" you could hear the apology in George's voice even though he never said sorry.
"Why couldn't you have just waited"
"Why couldn't you have just locked the door" George said sarcastically and Alex was defeated, he couldn't think of an excuse so he stood there in silence using the opportunity to wash his body with soap and work some tough shampoo into his hair.
"George since Will is already here you can spray the room"
"Fuck. Okay fine but you have to do a shot when you get out of the shower"
"Easy work now get out"
Alex listened for the door closing but even in the silence he couldn't slip back into his previous state so he quickly washed the soap out of his hair and turned the shower off. Luckily he had brought a fresh pair of clothes into the bathroom with him so he didn't have to risk being seen by anyone again. It was Alex's drinking outfit which was just a pink hoodie and blue ripped jeans and the reason it was dubbed his drinking outfit was because he didn't mind getting anything on them which was good because he cared for his other clothes like they were rare materials. He put on some cologne and left the bathroom, then he left the bedroom to find Will and George playing a game of fifa.
"How much this time" Alex said walking into the living room and sitting on the sofa.
"ALEX" Will drooped the controller and hugged him tightly before letting him go to carry on playing the game.
"Oh it's only £40" will said taking a shot and missing by a mile
"Your still shit" George laughed
"Shut up George" Will punched him in the arm and George stopped the game to start wrestling Will. That's when James walked in the door a bag full of alcohol.
"Guess who's here lads" James boomed slamming their door behind him.
"Shut up James" George said while choking Will.
"Yeah..shut up j-james" Will choked out and James laughed.
"Hi James" Alex walked up to him and hugged him.
"Finally someone who respects me" James joked.
"I don't respect you I just put up with you" Alex joked back earning himself a playful push backward from James as he sat down on the sofa to reveal everything in the bag.
"Right then who's having first shot"
"Alex is" George announced and James poured a shot of vodka and gave it to Alex
"Bottoms up" Alex took the shot wincing a little and slammed the glass onto the table.

Time skip
00:30
Alex was just as smashed as everyone els and it felt great. He could finally laugh at George's horrible jokes and he cried when George showed him a video on his phone of a squirrel falling out of a tree even though everyone els laughed. Then there was a small argument between him and Will because Wills controller died while I'm the middle of a match and even though it automatically paused the game he tried to say that Alex had done it on purpose to get the ball.
"Just fuck off Will"
"No you fuck off your the one who cheated"
"That doesn't fucking make sense Will"
"Oh go fuck yourself Alex oh wait no you might like that"
"Now that's not fair Will" James butted in
"Aww no it's not maybe now he'll go cry for attention and if that doesn't work he'll try and kill himself again" Will laughed and Alex ran to the bedroom diving on his bed and crying
"WILL GET THE FUCK OUT NOW" George yelled
"Seriously just go that was way out of line" James stood up and pointed to the door
"Aww come on guys" Will pleaded and George snapped he walked up to Will and punched him in the face before grabbing him by the throat to drag him out the door but Will punched him the gut. Then George picked Will up and threw him to floor and then kneeled down and sent a flurry of punches to his face before James pulled him off and pushed him back.
"GET OUT NOW BOTH OF YOU JUST FUCKING GO" George cried pointing to the door.
"Will come on" James grabbed Will and started dragging him out giving a quick nod to George.
"No I can take him get off me"
"Nope we've got a taxi waiting for us"
George closed the door and locked it before walking to the bedroom door and knocking it gently.
"Alex?"
"Go away"
"Alex please let me in I'm sorry"
George listened for a response but only heard quiet sniffles and crying and decided to enter. He walked in to see exactly what he heard a crying Alex curled up in a ball.
"No one wants me George"
"No no your wrong loads of people want you Alex" a tear rolled down George's cheek
"Like who, even one of my best friends wants me to die"
"Your parents Alex they still want you that's two already, James wants you......i want you" "your just saying that to make me feel better"
"No I'm not....in fact I'm positive"
"Whatever"
George grabbed Alex's chin lightly and faced him
"Alex I don't have a doubt in my mind that I want you"
"Okay"
George pulled out the Rolex that Alex had thrown at him a good few weeks ago.
"Do you wanna like...be my boyfriend...please?" George looked visibly worried but Alex's mood changed immediately. Alex hugged George and stared crying again but with joy.
"Yes yes I will George"
"Thank god" George breathed a sign of relief and beamed at Alex holding him tightly in the hug.
"You didn't have to give me anything though we're not getting married George"
"Not yet" George joked before kissing Alex slowly
"What'd you mean"
"Just thinking ya know now let's get some sleep we've got lessons tomorrow"
"Okay" Alex scooted over so George could join him under the covers. Alex buried his head into George's chest and George rested his chin on Alex's head as they slowly drifted off to sleep.
"I love you Alex" George hummed
"I love you too George"

A/n Will is an asshole but it turned out for the best. I think I've only got 2 more parts to this.....thing and you guys asked for a happy ending so that's what I'm gonna do. Sorry it took a while to update but I've had family round so I've had no time to think.

Also feel free to hit me up if you've got any issues you wanna talk about, sometimes things get hard and I understand that and I've got tons of free time at the minute to talk if you want. More active on insta tho ngl so if you do wanna talk you got more chance there-baconater3000.exe idk google suggested name
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