Sigh. What's the time? It's 9am. I sigh pushing my cereal around in the bowl. Yesterday i felt at ease, i could just cry it out with hoseok hugging me. He's a good kid..i guess... "yoongi Honey" i sigh at the sound and footsteps of my dad "yes dad?" I look at him. "Yoongi i gotta talk to you and Jimin" dad sits down and helps Jimin on the chair.
"Okay boys..how do you two think of Namjoon and his family?" Dad looks at us why is he asking this? I frown while looking at him "well i-" "I love it there daddy!! It's so fun!!" Jimin squeels making me glare at him. Sigh "I guess Hoseok isn't that bad..that little boy- Taehyung- yeah Taehyung. He isn't bad neither.." I look up at him "and Namjoon?" There it is. I knew he would ask me that.
"Well i- uhmm" i stare at dad. What do i answer? I don't want to hurt dad's feelings.. Quickly i turn to My Little brother and look at him with pleading eyes "what do you think of Namjoon, Jimin??" I smile at the boy "well!!" He perks up " I really Love Sir Namjoon! He's so nice to me! And ! And he is so handsome and he's a great cook!!" Dad smiles "well I'm glad you like him honey " he pinches his cheek "uhm.." He glances at me " Jimin..Yoongi..won't it be fun if..if we merge together. And be a bigger and happier family?" He looks at us both. "TAETAE AND I ARE GONNA BE ROOMMATES!?" Jimin's face lights up and mine drops. "WHAT!? DAD! Dad no!" I stare at him in disbelief. Life together with Namjoon? Why? How? It means i have to leave this house? Leave all my memories i made- that WE made!? "NO!!" I Yell and storm off without looking back. The last thing i heard was Dad calling behind me and the door slammed closed.
"Yoongi!! Yoongi cmone honey..we gotta talk about this my yoongichi!" I hear dad yell while trying to open my door. Staring at the box tears pricking my eyes "LEAVE ME ALONE DAD!" I yell and hold a hat against my chest appa's hat.. "Yoongi please honey! We gotta talk this out!" I remain silent. And finally after a moment i hear him walk away and silence spreads over the house. The only things i can hear is Jimin watching videos on his IPad in the room next to me and the dishes being done downstairs.
Silently i stare down at the hat and the teddy i got from appa this is so old I smile and press a red heart with the words 'press' on it. Tears start streaming down when appa's voice comes out of the bear 'Hello my Yoongichi baby! Appa will return home from campus soon! How is my little soldier doing? Take care of your dad and babybrother while I'm not there okay? I love you Little soldier' one tear. Two tears. And before i knew it a thousand tears are streaming down my face. Hugging the bear tightly against me i crawl in a ball between all my pillows and try not to cry to loud. "I miss you so much appa.."
Meanwhile~
Jinbug: I don't think he's over Jackson..
Namnam: He'll be okay over the time Baby ❤. Just give him some time..Jimin?
Jinbug: I hope so..Jimin is so excited😁. I didn't tell them yet that we'll be moving away in 2 weeks..
Namnam: ohh Jin.. Maybe you should tell him where his father really is..
Jinbug: i couldn't !! He is still sad..i can't do that neither..If i do i'll we'll be in trouble..
Namnam; oh baby..well atleast 3/4 are excited.
Jinbug: yeah..
Jin to yoongi: Yoongi Honey, I'm sorry. Can you please come downstairs? We should talk.
Yoongi: No dad..please leave me alone for one second.
"Really?" Jin stares at Yoongi's message. For a second he thinks if he should text him or not, but he decides to just leave Yoongi alone for a minute. He understands what yoongi is going through.
"Daddy?" I look at the doorway where my son is standing. "Yes Jimin? Why aren't you asleep?" I sit up watching him climb and sit on my bed. "I wasn't sleepy. Daddy? Why is Yoongi upset?" He looks at me ohh right. He doesn't know "well honey.." I place him on my lap and cover him with my blanket "because..your brother doesn't deal right with changes..you know, You and Yoongi have an other father you know? But your father..he uh..isn't here anymore he- where did he go daddy?" The boy looks up at me "sorry?" "Where did our other daddy go?" He asks again and looks at me with pleading eyes.
"Well Jimin...daddy once told you The story of that not all couples Love forever, right?" He nods "well..one day Daddy and I needed a break from each other..later we didn't feel The love anymore and we both found it unfair towards you two to pretend like we love each other still, so we decided to divorce" I stare at him "ohh..i didn't know.." The boy looks down sadly "yeah. And your brother just can't accept the fact that he's gone." I stroke his hair and for a moment there both off us had nothing to say.
"But daddy? Will Namjoon be our new dad then?" I smile and peck his forehead "if you want to honey. But enough questions asked! Lets sleep now!" I laugh and tuck him in making him laugh ahh that laugh, it will never fail to bring me happiness. "Goodnight daddy" he whispers curling against me "goodnight Jimin" i smile softly hugging the smaller boy and close my eyes.
15 minutes later i get woken up by a noice in the halls. Hugging Jimin closer to my body i stare at the door and slip my hand under my pillow, a relieved sigh escaping my lips at the feeling of the knife under my pillow. Then my door opens and.."yoongi?" I whisper confused and in disbelieve. There he is, my son standing in the doorway holding his own pillow and rubbing his eye.
Instead of answering he closes the door and lays on my other side wrapping his arms around me remaining silent. "Goodnight dad" he whispers lowly before snores come out of his mouth. "Goodnight yoongi" I smile and hug him to. And finally i really fall asleep now. Excited for a new day to start.
YOU ARE READING
The Kim Family.
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] "did we make it??" Seokjin asks Namjoon, Namjoon nods and strokes Jin's hair "we made it" he lays his head back. silently and peacefully they Continue watching the Christmas movie Only to Be Interrupted by a loud bang Minutes after. "...