Lover

Chapter 12: That feeling

"How are you going to hurt me?" Trent asks again.
"You know the jersey you got her?" James says for me.
"The special one from my first game?" He asks me. I give him a nod and assume I look guilty, but not for that.
"My friend came over and we had a little accident and she may have spilled hair dye on it." I quietly say.
"Katie." He sighs wrapping his arms around me. "I don't care, you scared me I thought it was something bad." He says looking down at me. I look up at him and smile. He leans in to kiss my lips gently and quickly.
"So you're not mad?" I ask.
"Give me another kiss and I'll forget about the whole thing." He smiles. I see James from the corner of eye and he looks like a statue.
I lean in to kiss him and I'm upset I don't feel any of the same fire James ignites in me.
I pull away and the look on his face makes me feel TERRIBLE.
"Woah." He whispers with a smile.
The party continues and James is nowhere to be seen. I begin to worry about him, why? I don't know. I manage to sneak up to his bedroom and see him lying in bed.
(Authors Note: cue the song🤪)
"Hey." I say making him look up.
"Hi." He replies before laying back down.
"People are wondering where you are." I lie.
"Is that true?" He asks sitting up. "Everyone?" He questioned. I open my mouth to say something, but what can I say? "We move in desire Katherine." He says as I go sit next to him. "That's what lead you to me." His tone is not cocky and he doesn't smirk. I think he's serious.
"James wh—"
"It lead me here too." He says before I can speak. He is serious. "All we want to feel is that feeling again."
"You felt it too?" I ask.
"I did." He says in a low voice. "Here's the thing, I love Trent. He's a great player and genuinely one of the nicest men I've ever met. But I gotta deal with the fact that I know you, and you're driving me crazy. Seeing you kiss him, that hurt." He says, "I don't know what to do here Katherine."
"I'm done hurting people James."
"What am I supposed to do with that?" He asks running his hand through his hair in a bit of frustration. I don't know what to tell him. "What am I supposed to do with these feelings for you?" He asks. "You really did a number on me little Bosa."
"You did one on me too Garoppolo." I say finally making him crack a smile.
"What are we going to do about that?" He asks in a deep lusty voice.
I turn to look at him, we share a look and our mouths are together in an instant.
He pulls me onto his lap. I grind my hips down towards him. He strips me of my shirt and bra in an instant. I help remove his as well. He lays back down and I undo his jean button.
I move off of him and pull his jeans down as he kicks his shoes off.
"You're wearing the 1s I got you." He says as I too kick mine off.
"Oh, yeah I guess I am." I laugh as I pull my pants down.
"Come here." He says and I hop back on his lap as he leans back against the headboard. "You missed this?" He asks as he kisses my neck. "Cause I did." He admits.
"I did miss it." I say as his hand slides into my panties. "I missed it so much." I moan wanting more.
I pull his member out and begin to stroke him slowly.
"Fuck." He says sucking in a sharp breath of air.
"Do you want me to wear a love glove?" He asks and I pull away from him.
"A what?" I ask staring at him with a smile wanting to make sure I heard him correctly.
"A love glove." He repeats making me double over in laughter.
"Oh baby." I laugh. "I'm fine just fuck me." I manage to get out. I raise my hips and expect him to slide my panties off, but instead he slides them to the side before inserting himself in me.
"Oh my god Jimmy." I moan as I start to roll my hips. His hand goes to the back of my head and he brings me in for a kiss. I feel his hands on my hips and he slows me down. He kisses me gently and I get so lost in the kiss I stop moving my hips completely. I feel his tongue against mine and moan at the contact.
He moves to put me on my back.
"Jimmy." I whine feeling him slip out of me.
"Look at you." He smiles looking down at my needy body. "You know, I've noticed you only call me Jimmy when we have sex." He smirks.
"Well I like to remind myself Jimmy G is fucking me." I smirk.
"Hell yeah he is." He smirks before sliding back into me. He thrusts into me slowly before turning me around. I arch my back when he gives my ass a slap. I moan at the new angle he's able to reach makes me feel. He reaches between my legs and rubs me making me dig my head in the pillow. His other hand comes to lift my head up.
"I want to hear everything." He says against my ear. My breath hitches and I come without warning. "Good girl." He says as I feel him come undone as well. He lays down in front of me. We face each other and I have no words. I reach up to caress his face, he closes his eyes as I do it. He kisses the palm of my hand making me smile.

We get dressed in silence.
"I'm gonna go back." I say.
"Me too." He replies.
"Can you wait like a minute before coming down? I don't want it to look weird." I expect him to reply with some sarcastic comment, but he nods.
"Okay."
I check myself in the mirror one last time and head back down to the music filled living room.
"Hey where'd you go? I texted you." Trent says as he walks towards me.
"I just needed a moment." I say as he hugs me.
James comes down after me. Trents eyes go up to him and he smiles.
"Where'd you go?" He asks as he loosens his grip on me.
"Had to get a call."

"Had to get a call."
"Cool." He smiles.

I step out to the balcony and lean against the wall.
"What are you doing cub?" Nicky asks, joining me outside.
"I don't know Nick." I reply leaning my head back. "I'm feeling overwhelmed."
"You're not over Jimmy are you?" He asks.
"I can't get over something that never happened."
"It did happen Cub." He says resting a hand on my shoulder.
"Trent is a good guy. I know he is, I just don't feel anything James makes me feel when I'm with him." I confess to my brother.
"That's noticeable. Want me to break it to him gently?" He asks.
"What are you going to tell him?" I ask.
"Just that you need some time to be alone."
"No it's okay, I'll talk to him."
"Alright, I know you'll do the right thing." He smiles before heading back inside.

All we want is to feel that feeling again. He's right and I hate it.

—2 weeks later—
I've moved into my own place and realize I'm a lot lonelier than I thought I'd be.
Trent: beach today?
Me: Sure
Trent: It's a date! I'll pick you up soon. Can't wait to see you❤️
Oh god he's been using hearts and it makes me anxious.
Trent picks me up and drives us to the beach. He's been closer to me than ever.
"This is nice." I smile as he lays out a big blanket on the sand.
"Come here." He says pulling me back so I lean against his leg. I stare out into the water and sigh.
How am I going to break it to him? Especially here. I don't want to ruin the beach for him forever.
"Hey." He says putting a hand in my belly.
"Yeah?" I ask, turning to look at him.
"Have you talked to Jimmy recently?" He asks.
"No." I lie. "Why?"
"He's been off with me."
"Is he being rude?" I ask.
"No, he just seems jumpy."
"Oh well, I don't know. I haven't talked to him since the get together at his house."
"When you guys were in his room?" He asks, making my heart drop.
"For a minute I stepped out when he got the call."
"Anything else happens between you two that night?" He asks and the memories of our bodies together comes back.
"We argued a little."
"About what?" He curiously asks.
"Stupid things." I brush off.
"Okay." He says picking up that I didn't want to talk about it anymore.

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I see Trent post and minutes later my phone buzzes.
James: babe??? That's new.
James: what do you call me?
Me: Lover ;)

When you play with fire, you're bound to get burned.