After about ten minutes Mom finally pulls up. Me, Hobi, and Tae all get in the car and say goodbye to Jimin.
(You don't call your mom "mom" a lot because she never believed or listened to you so you kinda stopped communicating with her. So with that being said you call Hobi's mom "mom" a lot because she's like a mother to you)
"So how was my babies first day of high school" she speaks with her eyes on the road. We all replied differently.
"I loved it" Hoseok chimed
"I'm not looking forward to the school year, but the first day was fun I guess" Tae said next.
"Glad you guys enjoyed it, and you Y/n?" she looks at me through the mirror.
"Eh" I reply
"Come on I need a better reply than "eh"." Mom demands.
"Yeah" Tae and Hobi say.
"I didn't hate it, but I didn't like it either. So, for short it was" I pause. "Eh" I say with a straight face.
We get home and say bye to Hobi's mom. "Bye ma, see you tomorrow" I said.
"Love you" she signals for us to come over to her window and she kisses our cheeks. "I'll be back for you later Hoseok"
"Ok, bye mom" he gets out of the car. She had to go to work so Hobi stayed with us so he wasn't home alone. Dawon, his sister, was in college so it was always quiet at his house. And Hobi hates the silence.
We get in the house and I instantly go up to my room. I knew that Tae and Hobi went down to the basement to play games.
I sit at my desk with my diary and pen and start writing.
"Today was actually a great day. I'm pretty sure I made two new friends, Jimin and Julianna. Although Baekhyun is an annoying fucker I still consider him a friend sometimes. He didn't have to stop liking me but he chose to and I still fail to know the reason why.
I want to know who that mystery boy is. The one I always run into on accident. He just looks and sounds so familiar. Have I met him before? That's what I don't know or remember. But he just. Man I don't know. Why do I keep running into him is what I want to know. It can't always be a coincidence can it?
I like Hobi. A lot. Everything about him just makes me smile and happy. He entrances me.
And when I found out that he liked me too, I didn't know wether to believe him or not. Because what is there to like about me.
My grades suck ass.
I'm stupid as fuck.
I kick boys, but whose fault is that.
I'm ugly.
I'm fat.
I'm worthless, useless, depressed.
So many things have happened to me. I'm scared that one day I'll have a flashback or something when I'm with him. And he won't know what's wrong. I would hurt him. I would have to go through the pain of telling him everything because he is someone I trust and that would hurt me so much. Maybe after I tell him everything he'll not want to like me anymore. I'm so scared, I just wish my own father didn't have to deceive me and do all of those things to me. Does anybody think I have feelings. I'm human too, I do have feeli-"
3RD POV
You start sobbing, dropping you pen.
You had cried yourself to sleep.
Meanwhile...
Hobi had come up from the basement to use the bathroom. After he was finished he decided to go check up on you.
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