I finally was able to move out of the shared apartment with Zico. It wasn't that simple either it took me months to get to this point but now that I'm here I never want to go back. I've come so far and nothing is going to bring me down, I didn't work my ass off for nothing. No, I did so I could be something, to finally be happy and right now I'm loving life so much.
"I'm going to miss you" I hug Zico. He's not the happiest about my move but he is happy for me. He remembered where I came from versus where I am now and he's so proud of me. Zico is my best friend.
"I'm going to miss you more" he grabs my face in his hands and stares at me with teary eyes. "Look at you Y/n, you've come so far and I'mso fucking proud of you. Don't stop!" He kisses my forehead, tears slipping from his eyes. I close my eyes and relish the feeling of his comfort.
"I love you Zico. Also, Find someone and stop fucking around. There's someone out there for you, you just have to try and stop being so scared. You're going to be hurt and get heartbroken but in the end you'll realize why you fell in love with that person."
"No, I'm good" he chuckles.
"Please. Promise me that you'll try at least. I want to see you happy" I pout.
"I don't need to be with someone to be happy" he starts to lean in and kisses me softly. I close my eyes and kiss him back with just as much tenderness. He kisses me one more time before he pulls away to look at me "this is enough for me" I flutter my eyes open and stare at him before pushing him back a little bit.
"Jiho. I'm leaving and I won't be here. Besides I wasn't going to let this continue going on, its fucked up. Find someone please. That's all I'm asking of you." I let out annoyed. "I don't want this" he looks down at me with a pouty face.
"O-ok I'll try. For you" Zico finally decides "And if I find someone for real, don't be jealous" I end up scoffing at that.
"Promise me, I won't be" I smirk up at him. "Okay Zico I Have to go, I love you" I wrap my arms around him putting my head on his chest.
"I love you too" he hesitantly wrapped his arms around me and places his chin on my head. He hugs me so tight that I had to stop him and slip from his hold.
"Ok ok" I chuckle looking up at him. He had teary eyes and right as a tear was about to fall I reached up and wiped it away. "Don't cry, we'll see eachother again"
"B-but what if we don't. You're so passionate about your job and barely have enough time to just come home and talk with me. How would you even make time for me?" He sighs.
"I will. I love you with all my heart. You're my best friend. I'm not going to throw that away, you've been there for me" I caress his face. "You helped me get to the position I'm in now"
"D-did I?"
"Yes babe, you did. So stop crying"
"Ok. I will" he wipes his face and then puts on a tough face. "I'm not a baby"
"I know you're not" I bop his nose with my finger "you're a big boy" I play around with him. I know that he's very conceited and arrrogant.
"No, I'm a man. A big man"
"Woah big boy, slow down" I push his buttons. He backs me up into the door and traps me in his between his arms.
"I. Am. A. Man." He growls.
"What makes you so sure?" I tempt him even more.
"You know." He's so close to my face that out heavy breathes are mixing.
"Do I?" I play dumb.
"Yes. You know all to well" he gets closer
"I think you need to clarify. I don't think I know what you're talking abo-" I'm cut off when he starts kissing me deeply. I kiss him back when his tongue starts demanding entrance. I don't let him but eventually he does when his grabs my chin and darts his tongue into my mouth. I do the same and we fight for dominance, of course he wins that too. I moan into the kiss enjoying every part of it when he bites and sucks on my lip. I push my chest up into his but he pushes me back and pins me down. We have to eventually stop so we could breathe.
"Is that enough clarity for you?" He raises an eyebrow
"You're so fucking good" I breathe heavily reaching up to kiss him again.
"I know" he smirks arrogantly turning hsi head away. "But was that enough?"
"Y-yes it was enough" I admit. That kiss was really nice.
"Say it then" he bites his lip, smirking mischievously.
"Say what?" I decide since it would probably be the last time we do something like this, I should continue to tempt him. "What do you want me to say"
"You know what"
"I'm not following" I give him a look of innocence, hurting his huge ego
"So you want to go there, huh?" He grunts. I don't answer him so instead he pecks my lips and then ghosts his lips across my jawline. Then he whispers in my ear before lightly biting it, "Guess you do"
He starts to kiss down my neck before he so easily finds a sweet spot. He then proceeds to suck and bite that spot causing me to let out a whimper. Zico sucks harder surely trying to leave a bruise behind.
"Still don't wanna say it" I don't reply back but just open my eyes and stare at him through hooded eyes. He continues to pleasure me before finding a spot that makes me widen my eyes and push him away.
He doesn't let that slip by before he's pinning my down and attacking that spot. My breathing increases and I can't hold in anything.
"Z-zico" I whimper grabbing his head and trying to pull him away. He responds by latching more onto my neck, not stopping. "O-ok. C-can you stop n-now"
"Will you say it" he teases. I nod my head a bit because I couldn't take it anymore, it was too much. "I'm waiting"
"You're not a big boy" I breathe out.
"Yeah and?"
"You're a man. A very good man"
"I know" he smirks arrogantly.
"You're so fucked up man" I shiver, remembering what he just put me through.
"Ok, but you love it" he smiles a bit. Nothing behind it but genuineness, he knew I had to leave. "I-......please don't forget me"
"I won't" I reassure him. "I promise you with my heart and if I so happen to break that promise then slap some sense into me" I laugh. He laughs too. This moment was so meaningful for the both of us but it hurt like a bitch to say goodbye to him. "Ok. I have to go. I have an appointment later today, can't miss it."
"Alright, bye" his mood saddens a bit. "Be safe" he opens the door and watches me drag my suitcase to my car. When I'm in the car and ready to pull off, I look at him one last time. We both have teary eyes and this was goodbye for a while. I finally gather the courage to drive off before I back down.
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It was about a 30 minute drive to my house but the good thing is that it's way closer to my job.
No one really knows where I Live right now, I haven't told Zico because I want to keep it private. I don't want anything interfering with my life. I was already being promoted to a top photographer of Jeon Ent. and I didn't want to stop there. I wanted to keep climbing to the top and I'm almost there.
I started to get ready for the photoshoot. This one is supposedly big because its Mr. Jeon's son that I'm photographing so I have to be good. This could be my only chance at being promoted to the CEOs assistant. Which means that I would be working for big people like bands and other famous people. And me photographing his son is huge for me.
I was nervous but that wasn't going to bring me down.
A/n
Just a little um cute/not so cute moment with Zico. I guess I can write scenes like that but I probably won't go too far. I don't know lol.
Thank you so much for reading 💜
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