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A few days later
That was it.
I couldn't do it anymore.
Not one day in my life was I able to have anything. It's always wrongfully taken away. Yet, I did nothing to deserve any of this. And now I can't even think of any happy decent memories. The only things that flood my mind are all of the bad ones.
My mom...
My brother...
Hoseok...
Jungkook.
He's only ever made me happy and now I hate him the most. How could he do that to me? Why would he do that to me? He always got shit handed to him, but I didn't care about that. But now it's involving my life. He took it away, everything I ever worked for. I don't care anymore.
I'm tired of trying.
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"Hey mom, it's me Y/n. I was wondering if you wouldn't mind me moving back in for a bit..."
"Y/n?" I hear my mom's frail voice. "It's really you?"
"Yep," I say in a monotone voice. I was completely over everything. I wanted to get away from here for the most part. I can't be around Jungkook anymore. Not in the same building, state, country, or continent.
Fuck him.
"Sure hon, I don't mind if you come back. You've never visited before...why now?"
"Should you really be asking me that?" My voice is a bit shaky. "I just want a place to stay until I can find my own. I miss home" I let the lie slip right through my teeth. It wasn't true, I did not miss home at all. But I needed to convince her to let me stay with her.
"It's not a question hon. I'm just in disbelief. You're welcome here no matter what"
"Such a change of heart" I mumble
"What?"
"Nothing. I already booked a flight. I'll arrive there tomorrow morning."
"Okay," she replied. sending her farewells and hanging up.
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"Honestly?" I ask Zico. He nods his head and I continue. "I'm not sorry that I'm leaving. I fucking give up. I'll just go do whatever the fuck back in Korea. But I.Am.Done" he had woken up when he heard me on the phone with my mom.
"Will you miss me?" The grin he had on his face drops.
"Of course," I ruffle his hair and smile a bit "I'll miss you a lot. But I can't be here anymore"
"Why?" He almost whines.
"Way too many reasons. I can't explain. I gotta go soon," I turn around, heading toward the door.
"Please, Y/n" he catches my wrist. "Don't leave me"
"It's okay, Don't be sad–" I gently push him off "–I love you"
"No-" next thing I know his arms are wrapped around me and his face is buried into my neck. "If you love me then why are you leaving?"I can hear the pain in his voice. Why is it hurting him so much for?
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