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envy

Me and Dane got into some other arguments that led to a big argument. My best friend had told Klyde that i cheated on Dane and Klyde told him. She said that i was with another nigga and Klyde told Naomi he don't care because Dane isn't loyal to me anyways. Naomi tried to tell me that Dane was cheating on me and i asked Dane. I told him "Naomi said you been cheating on me, cause Klyde told her" he said "that's a lie, he told me that you cheated on me with another nigga that night you got mad" and we got into a big argument because it seemed that neither one of us were being loyal. I felt like it was snake asf for my best friend to tell her nigga what i was doing, knowing that her nigga & my nigga like "dis". I cussed her out and i cussed him out, i told him I'm done with him and he can go be with whoever. I told her that she's a fake bitch for crossing me like that.

That same night he posted a tbh post and the likes started rolling in.. I'm like bruh omg, i already feel betrayed, you making other bitches feel important and inside I'm hurting. I forgot to mention, i was texting him back and forth while i was in the car with my momma and dad omw to my grandmas house in Havana. I texted him about the situation when i left Naomis house that night in Lake Jackson But anyways... he's like "we both fucked up, just leave dat shii in da past" Knowing me and how i felt about him I'm like okay cause it's whatever he wants. Then another argument came about and it was huge, he posted him and this other girl that i now know was in his class of high school that was his ex. So once he posted that I'm like "this nigga got me fucked up" so i posted me and Ceni like "ughh i miss you". That shit had Dane so hot!! He was mad asf. But he asked for it. He was like "bruh ft me rn" so when i got to my grandma house i went to the back room and FaceTimed him like "what you want?" He like "bruh stop playing with me fr" i was like you started the shit. I told him how Naomi is a fake bitch and etc. i told him that she was cheating on Klyde with her ex anyways so she needa stfu but.. anyhow

We ended up making back up, we didn't want to lose each other, we knew what we did wasn't right but we had love for each other. The soul ties had us both stuck, no matter what he did or what i did, we gone always get back right. It was toxic but we was fine with what we had going on.

School is in like the next two weeks, i told Dane that I'm coming to Leon. He thought i was lying. I'm telling him I'm dead serious.

It's the first day of school, we're texting throughout the day. He walked me to my class and we met at lunch. I was still shy around him, it was an everlasting feeling. But after a couple of days, he stopped meeting me in the cafeteria. So I'm like wtf? Why you acting funny, why he acting distant. One day in the cafeteria i was looking through the window and i seen him talking to the same bitch that he posted when we got in that argument so I'm like hollon bitch cause he tried it. I never texted him back after that. I also never told him why i didn't text him back. I just left him the fuck alone because he tried me on some pussy ass shit. Like he could've just told me what was up.
After lunch i go to theatre and I always had fun in there so ian stressing the shit, sixth period i had my two friends in there and we'd always talk about our boos and shit. So i told them like me and him stopped talking cause he be on some other shit. I never hid the fact that he wasn't shit but i also didn't tell the whole world. At this point we texting here and there. I got hella feelings for dude so ian finna just cut him off. I would still text him throughout the day, but on some boo'd up shit? It was never that. When i walked from theatre to my science class i would always see him in the hallway. I got used to seeing him and I'd also smell him. It's this cologne that he wore that had a distinct smell, even till this day, if i smell that scent, I'll be reminded of him. At the end of the day I'd go outside and chill by the rails and he'd be with his pupils. I called my best friend because i was lonely. (we had got bike right) so she would keep me company and we would talk about what we was gone do the following weekend and shit like dat.