Thug Fantasies ⏳🖤

tf

Me and jo still dating throughout the summer but we having BIG relationship problems and trust issues. I really don't trust him anymore.

One day we were broken up and this is around the time when the truth or dare in iMessage group chat or ig chat room came about. However, he round here doing whatever. He in this iMessage group chat with all these people and he wins a dare so he dares my cousin jai to post him saying that they date. Me and him not talking but i still feel some typa way cause on good or bad terms youn make poor decisions..but anyways she text me like "diamond I'm about to do this dare, i want you to know this isn't fr" I'm thinking to myself "why would you even do a dare like that but i just say "lol ok". She posted it and people sending it to me, I'm like "it's a dare". After that night and some nights after that, me and jo still not on perfect terms. He's just being so nonchalant to my viewpoints and i hate it. He got me feeling bad bout myself when i know I'm beautiful. He got me feeling like I'm not good enough when i know I'm more than enough. He got me feeling like I'm the bad person when i know I'm doing right. I'm just up in the wee hours thinking about all the shit he put me thru & my past.

A few days after that, or maybe even a week, jai texts me and shes like "diamond you up?" I said "yeah, why?" I'm already thinking like i know this finna be some shit cause ion even talk to her like dat. But anyways she like "can i ft you?" I said yeah. So she FaceTimes me. This hoe like "don't be mad at me but ever since i posted that dare saying me and jo talked we been texting as friends but now he keep tryna talk to me and i just had to tell you because that's nasty" I'm like "what all he said?" She said "ima send it to you" and so she did. She continues to talk and I'm like "mmhm..yeah" cause I'm analyzing this shit. She done talking and she ends it with "yeah cause i just had to tell you that, i couldn't keep doing  that cause you my cousin and we can't fall out bout a nigga" i said "mmhm" & hung up. I look at the messages and she have a contact photo of him, name saved and everything. I'm like "wowww" then i read the texts, he saying how he wanna fw her, she not dissing him or nun, she just going along with it. I guess she took me as some kinda simp. I'm thinking to myself like ain't this some bull shit. Exactly how she tryna come to me like she on some loyal shit but liking my "nigga" behind my back. Cause first off you don't text that nigga back at all! You supposed to tell me first quarter like "diamond he keep tryna fw me." But nahh hoe, you decide to keep texting with 100% effort. & after the fact that you feel guilty you decide to come to me on some friendly shit cause you know if i find out ima beat yo ass.. But I'm up like wtff bruh these hoes so fucking slimy and niggas ain't shit. I thought i learned my lesson bout snakes & dogs. Apparently not. I couldn't keep the shit to myself so i text jo like "you been texting my cousin?" He like "Ian been texting nobody" i automatically send him the screenshots cause atp i don't have no time for the fuckery, i was ready to slap any bitch that had me fucked up. He was like "damn bruh i fucked up" or sum like that. Going back and forth about how he ain't dis and dat and how he this and that. I'm like bruh fuck you fr, you can explain yoself all you want but I'm done. He like okay I'll text you later. This nigga really had me fucked up & my heart broke again cause i feel the principles behind the situation. Things that aren't deep to people with no moral standards are deep to me! I take all dat shit personal asf so once again i feel betrayed but yet still blind to the fact.
It's the next morning and jo sends me this screenshot of some messages. Somebody from the spam page texted jai as if they were him and said something & she was like "you couldve just texted my phone" I'm like hollon, this bitch TOO TRIFLING. After you sat yo long headed Down syndrome looking ass on my phone acting like you the victim you gone still wanna text this nigga??! Hollon cause no bitch you got me so fucked up and I'm finna tell you how i feel so
I texted jai and told her how i felt about the situation, i told her i would've respected her more if she would've been told me, i told her that she's nasty if she seen interest in him or if she liked him in any shape form or fashion she's a nasty hoe because yo own first blood cousin been all over dat! But this hoe nasty, her momma them nasty! All them bitches ain't got no morals. But anyways she like "you can think what you wanna think, I'm not being mad over no nigga" i said "baby girl it ain't about the nigga, it's about the way you handled that shit! You could've told me that he was tryna fuck with you and i would've CUT THAT NIGGA OFF but you engaged in the works with him! You added to the situation! Then you doubled back & still wanted to fuck with him after you sat on ft telling me how youn like him and etc???! Like bitch it's the CONCEPT OF LOYALTY, a nigga gone be a nigga but i expected more out of her! That's exactly why jam ain't like her trifling ass. Jam always told me how she used to wanna fuck with Her boyfriend behind her back & they were close asf! Ian believe that shit till i got a dose of it.