Bad guy 《 Jooheon × Changkyun 》

Daddy

jooheons pov

Day — Thursday

Earlier today

"You are a disgusting son to have! Why do you have to act like this?!" My mom cried out in anger, dad just sat with a disoriented look.

"Your mother is right, your attitude is far from respect! Be like your brother who is well obeyed, respectful, caring and loving! Instead you the first son turned like this? How did he listen and become the child we excepted him to be?!" My mom nodded.
I took it all in, absorbing like a sponge. This is how everyday went if I ran into them, surprisingly they took me out of school early to scold me for now, an hour. I learned to deal with the verbal abuse they spat, knowing that what standards my parents wanted was impossible. Be a perfect son, no one is perfect.

"I'm disgusted by you Jooheon" She slurred, I've heard this so many times it's hard not to get bored. Maybe if they were good at parenting, I would be a whole different person. So focused though on reputation, it put family down to the past. I had no family really.

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Crying, a thing I had done for an array of years. It's been since I was 6, like this. Being trained to be a good son, one who is smart, likable, obeys, one who isn't possible for me. It's hard to because of the pressure and yelling they sent down, so I evolved into someone..Who I can't say is really me? My parents just want good children for their own egos and reputation, to look well in front of the rich hierarchy. No matter what happens to their relationships.
One thing that makes life better is friends, the guys take away that darkness and make it light. Ever since Changkyun and Kihyun came into our group it's been better, like we were supposed to be with each other. Changkyun though..I knew about 5 years ago I liked men, after that I only liked a few guys some even turned me on. It's been a awhile since, but he does make me hard. His hips, looks, personality-I don't know anymore. For the first time someone has made me question what I really feel for them. Wanna bang him yes? Like him? I can't tell if it's just lust or..Love? Which is why I had a urge to kiss him, I don't do that to anyone. Not even my random hookups. I miss those lips..

Present Time

"Do I sleep with you?" We were now inside, Changkyun of course made sure to be distant like always.

"Fuck you, we thankfully have a guest bedroom" Pouting he led me through the house, aesthetically pleasing it is. Modernization furnished the living room, but still made it feel all homey and warm. Passing it quickly, you could tell the whole house was easy to navigate.

"Here, sneak into my room I'll kill you" We stopped at a door, dark wood made its figure.

"Can I at least see your room?"

"Go in here first" I turned the knob, the door whooshed open. A flowery smell escaped its space, wow.