Bad guy 《 Jooheon × Changkyun 》

Breaking Point

changkyuns pov

Day — Thursday

"What do you want to do today Changkyun?" Jooheon asks me poking my shoulder like a child, ughh..

"Die"

"That's morbid, something a bit nicer?"

"It is my last day.." Tomorrow I'm leaving, my parents are coming on the weekend and plan to smother me with love and gifts, since they left me for 2 whole weeks. I'm going to die for sure..

"Yeah! So we have to do something fun!"

"Like what? I'll have to like it"

"I don't know, I just want to say thank you for being with me..Even after I blackmailed you" He should be glad, fucking asshole.

A lovable one.

"I'll let you decide then, hate thinking so early.." I hear Jooheon sigh, his breaths are heavy yet soft with air. He starts to tap his hard chest in a rhythm, making a low hum of a some song.

"What do you like to do? And if I think about it..I know absolutely nothing about you" He chuckles a little bit, he's never asked me anything.

"Well..I like being alone, I've grown used to it. I like drawing, listening to songs, doing illegal shit, being a delinquent obviously..Umm, that's it, that's me"

"That's it?"

"Oh- I like walks!"

"Walks?"

"Yep, I find them to be very calming"

"Then let's go for a walk!"

"Right now? I don't know-"

"Already decided!" He tugs me to come on out of bed, my frown turns in a small smile.

Alright then.

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"It's cold" I mumble, tucking away my hands in this hoodie. It smells like Jooheon which makes me bury my face into it more, he smells so nice.

- Well all his clothes I've worn smell like him, but this one, it smells like he has just worn it.

Maybe because he has, Jooheon gave me this one he wore this morning because it was thicker. I said I don't like being so cold, and after what happened yesterday night he's worried..

That I'll be sick.

We walk along the sidewalk, passing huge grand houses built to look like royalty.
"You look so cute like that" Jooheon says, abruptly wrapping his arm over my shoulder, pulling me close to him.

"I'm cold"

"Your cheeks are so red, how cute" Rolling my eyes, I try hard not to look his way, makes me more nervous. Gazing at the pretty lawns, I wonder how much money these rich people pay for someone to do it for them? Some have mini animals carved out from fucking bushes, that's crazy. Talented people.

"Stop saying that, it's making the mood weird. It's supposed to be calming"

"I'm you friend, compliments are necessary, sorry if I made you uncomfortable"

Friend.

Just friends.

And that's all.

Okay.

I'm so confused to what we are, and I guess now we are just friends? Just friends..

After all the shit he did to me, I fell for him because of that. I fall so easily..

Was he just toying with me, using me for pleasure?

Like she did?

I've been toyed with so many times, and it hurts.

It hurts.

It really does.

jooheons pov

Day — Friday

Changkyuns been acting so weird since we went out to walk yesterday, like he was so happy and then he turned upside down in a second. He's been so distant since then, and I've tried everything to get through to him..

But he's not budging.

Did I do something wrong?

The thought makes me feel so confused, what did I do..?

Anyways to add I can't even tell what I feel for him anymore, if it's just sexual attraction or something else..And it makes my brain feel so tired and worn.

I've never been good with feelings, with relationships at that.

I'm just confused.

And I hate being confused, usually I know what I want and that's that.

But he makes me so confused.

"I'm leaving, I guess I'll see you?" Aren't we friends?

"Yeah, yeah maybe next week?" Close ones?

"Umm..Maybe" Then why does it feel he seems so far from me?

"Okay then, bye Changkyun!" I wave out at the door as he trudges away, hands placed in his pockets.
Changkyuns not wearing my clothes, the ones he wore to the party. And it's weird, he's been for the last week and a half in my clothes..And I loved it.

He glances back with a sad sheepish smile, making me feel some sort of guilt.

What did I do?