Golden Wings | chuuves

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December 20th, 4:55AM

Sooyoung, good morning I hope you're having great sleep. I saw you again yesterday while entering the conference room, I wasn't able to attend it because Heejin had me doing the house chores, she fired all the maids and made me a maid. I wasn't angry at first but I guess it's been a really hard week.

Hey you know? Today she discovered I write to you in secret, she's abused me physically since I woke up. Sorry. I should've been more careful now it's the last letter I'll write to you.

I hope it's not late when you read all the letters I've sent you.

All of this time I've been wanting to tell you that we should scape the kingdom and go far far away. We should take Yeojin with us. We'll be the happiest family. We'll watch Yeo grow and become a strong woman like you. Sometimes when I look at her I'm reminded of you.

I have a place I want to go... But I don't know if you will like it.

Anyways... Sooyoung I wanted to tell you I'm sorry, I'm still in love with you. The path I chose was wrong all along but I continued to walk through it so it's my fault that I ended up like this. It's all my fault so I'm the only one to blame please don't blame yourself.

Every decision I have made my entire life was wrong. Following my father's desires was wrong. And I'm aware of it. But still I felt like I needed to do it for the sake of everyone. Forgive me because I was dumb.

Sooyoung, maybe this decision is also very wrong and selfish but when I'm gone please take care of Yeojin don't let her stay with Heejin.

Lastly, I've been wearing white a lot I guess you have noticed it... it has become my favorite color. White is a symbol of purity, innocence and heaven I wish to go to heaven where my mom is, if is see her I'll tell her you've been a good girl.

Sooyoung, I love you I have always loved you there wasn't a single day I stopped doing it, you were always in my mind.

Just one more thing please remember me smiling not crying or being angry.

Thank you for loving me.

Thank you for embracing me in your arms.

Thank you for smiling at me

Thank you Yves.

Best regards.

Ha Jiwoo.