Last words?

Chapter 4

Annalise's POV
I reached for the door of my car and headed home as quickly as I possibly could I felt as if I was going to puke I had this large amount of guilt running through me over and over again.. But that wasn't even comparing to how bad I felt inside my head was filling with just so many voices inside saying how pathetic you are to just walk away, what about Scott?, and You did nothing each thought got worse and worse deepening the sharp pain in my throat inching the tears to spill and my heart to break I just felt so overwhelmed and a horrible person! I didn't know what to do other than walk away, in a way what if I would've got hurt? For all I know he might try to destroy my reputation in school which will definitely ruin any possible chances of re-election for the schools peace squad annul president. I feel so selfish even saying that last part.. but could I have done? I couldn't hit him or fight any one of the jocks standing by, and if I told a teacher they'd call me such childish things.. like a baby or teachers pet.. And in that moment it hit me what it was like to feel Scott's emotions around Austin. Nothing but over whelming danger and fear. How I truly admire him for facing this by himself and still so kind to others.

Scott's POV
I had the smallest piece of hope running through my system that for once I wasn't going to have been beaten up and feel useless and all alone because I heard a voice say the word I'd hope to hear since the bulking started "stop" nobody will ever understand how much I wanted to have had someone be on my side to stick up for me, help me feel like I'm not just a disappointment or a useless boy walking this earth. but I was wrong just so wrong she ran away, she looked me in the eye and still walked away, she didn't stop them, and she surely did help me all she did was bring my spirit up for a matter of five minutes. I've always loved Annalise because of her high spirit and bullying hatred she always put up posters around the school of sayings like wipe out bullying or raise your voice and band together. But I never thought for once in my life she'd just walk away leaving me to fend my self but how could I blame her? What did I ever do to help her? I've always been to shy to talk to her, though she isn't the only one who walked away when I needed help because I was so defenseless to Austin and his highly skilled wrestling talents! I guess people were just to scared to help or maybe they just didn't give a damn about me because it was them I won't ever know will I? No I guess not i think that's the problem with our generation were so scared of fear it self that we forget what it's like to take a chance and lend a hand.