The choice

Ara

Oh, my...I woke with a start. What happened last night?  I didn't need to do much I just needed to look to my left. What the... I didn't please tell me I didn't. It was right there staring me in the face. I made a big mistake.

As  quickly and quietly as I could I swung my legs over the side of the bed, tiptoeing across the floor.

"Where are you going this early in the morning?" I spun around fast my hand on my heart. Desmond was sitting up in bed leaning back on his elbows. I stood there frozen to the spot, the sheet wrapped around me. I ignored him and asked my own question once I snapped out of it.

" What happened last night?" Desmond looked me up and down then looked at him self, then back at me his eyebrows raised. 

"Isn't it obvious,"  Yeah you're right stupid question. I stopped to think why I would have done this with Desmond in the first place. Yes, he was good looking and had that bad boy vibe, but he wasn't for me. So why did I do this. I'm so, so, so in trouble.    'You don't have to be in trouble,'  No, I don't have to.... Wait did he just...? ' Yes I just, Nobody has to know we had sex.'    I shook my head as if to shake away his thoughts.  

"Get out of my room!" I had enough, this guy couldn't , or wouldn't take a hint. " I've had enough of you, I thought I made it perfectly clear that I was with..."  

"With who darling," Desmond interrupted.

"I'm with..." I thought about it... for a long time but the only name that came to mind was Desmond's, the man right in front of me.

"Were you saying something?" He questioned. Running to the bed I grabbed a pillow and threw it at him. He caught my wrist, yanking me down so that my face was inches away from his. My breath caught in my throat, holy heck this guy is attractive.  Getting rid of the space in between us, he kissed me. I wasn't ready and I fell on the bed in surprise.