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True Beauty [Medic x Scarred! Reader, NSFW]

Your battle scars never faded. You have so many, it's come to a point where you feel extremely self conscious about your body and refuse to show your boyfriend any skin other than your face, hands, or parts of your legs. Josef, feeling disheartened, decides to give you some gentle lovin' and hopefully boost your confidence a bit.

Prepare your praise kinks.

~x~

You glared at your body in the mirror. Scars. That's all you saw of yourself at this point. They scattered your torso and back, some on your arms and legs, a single one at the side of your neck. A soft sigh escaped your lips as you reached over, quickly slipping a baggy shirt and sweatpants on.

"Mein liebe..? Are jou in zhere?" You heard your boyfriend, Josef, call out to you.

"Yeah.. you can come in if you need to. I'm done anyway." You replied softly, running a hand through your hair tiredly.

Josef opened the door to the bathroom and walked up behind you, gently hugging you from behind. A shiver went up your spine from the contact, but you welcomed it. Looking up at Josef, you saw his handsome features in a sad frown. You reached up and gently patted Josef's arm.

"Hey... what's the matter?"

"N-Nothing important, schatz.." he averted his gaze.

"Josef... please tell me what's wrong." you turned and looked him in the eyes.

"Nn.. o-okay.. but let us go to our bed first.." he gently tugged at your arm, letting you follow him to your shared room.

Josef sat on the bed and let you sit next to him, twiddling his thumbs in his lap. You looked at him, silently ushering him to speak.

"I.. want to try.. it." Josef spoke vaguely, face going red as he twiddled his thumbs faster.

"Josef.." you knew what 'it' meant. "I.. I've been busy and still am. I have to wake up extra early tomorrow for more work." you lied.

"Jou always say zhat, (Y/N)... Jou always tell me that jou're busy or just make up excuses. I'm.. starting to feel dejected. Do jou.. zink I am not good enough? Do I make you feel uncomfortable? I want to really know why jou do not want to do it.." Josef frowned, taking your hand in his. "Please, liebe... tell me what is wrong."

Shame ran through your mind the more he spoke, "I.." you sighed.

"It isn't you, Josef. I swear it isn't.. it's me. I'm scarred and ugly.. I don't get uncomfortable because of you, I get uncomfortable because of myself. I don't.. want to disappoint you.." you sighed, looking at the floor.

"(Y/N). Look at me." Josef commanded gently. You blinked, looking up at him with your eyebrows beginning to knit together.

"Jou are anything but ugly to me. Jour scars do not make Jou unattractive, zhey are ways to show zhat you are strong. Powerful. Not to be messed with. Jou are as beautiful and charming as a bouquet of flowers, mein geliebte." Josef spoke to you whole-heartedly, pressing a soft kiss to your lips at the end. "If jou could trust me to see jour body just once, I would help jou feel better about jourself.." 

Taking a deep breath, you nodded and spoke, "O-Okay... I trust you, Josef. J-Just.. be careful, please.."

Josef smiled warmly, leaning in to kiss you again. His lips danced against yours slowly, a hand carefully making his way to your arm. He held your bicep gently, slowly letting his tongue graze against your lower lip. You whimpered softly, giving him entrance. As you felt his tongue enter your mouth, his hand trailed a bit lower.