Swan~ TaeJin ~

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Seokjin buttoned his shirt while watching himself in mirror. His black hair was long now, he was hesitating to cut or not.

"I don't know why we can't meet at nights" a voice mumbled behind Seokjin. He turned back and observed the wrecked boy on the bed. How could he explain it to someone almost stranger.

"I don't know why we discuss it everytime when I already said we can't " Seokjin said. Absolutely as a 30 years old man he couldn't give up on his needs. The boy arched his back and clung to Seokjin by his neck.

"I'm sore and exhausted and you're leaving me here alone, you must take care of me" the boy mumbled against Seokjin's ear.

"I'm wish I could but I don't have time now" Seokjin answered, tried to be tender and firm when deep inside he wanted to run away. This boy was amazing in bed but Seokjin wasn't emotionally attracted nor he was attached.

"That's why I wanna meet you at your place, daddy" the boy mumbled. Seokjin looked at him expressionless.

"You know I'm disgusted by this kind of nicknames. I told you before, you can't complain." Seokjin answered before parting and getting up.

"I'm not complaining, I just want to be closer to you" The boy said. Seokjin grabbed his coat.

"I'm paying for this Kisang, it's not like we're dating or something" Seokjin snapped before shutting the hotel door with loud pang.
He hated these kind of people, that's why he never tried to get in a relationship. They never saw Seokjin. They saw Kim Seokjin. The famous wealthy Kim Seokjin. He hated and felt disgusted of them. That's why he chose to be in relationship with dance rather than having to deal with gold diggers. Kisang was his sex partner. For so long, since he started to take company's lead. Seokjin slept with his  since then and that's because of the boy's good manner. He knew how to keep boundaries, how to calm Seokjin, beside he never tried to get more money. Seokjin paid him! And that was his dirtiest secret. Seokjin hated to do it, but sometimes he didn't want to be alone, he didn't want to masturbate. It was times when he felt really really alone, and he needed penetration with someone. He hated one night stands, it felt more disgusted. He preferred Kisang than all unknown starngers. Kisang was good, though some days he would be whiny. He would whine about anything his mind drifted to. Seokjin hated it but he was too tired and too busy to search for a new sex partner. So for now, Kisang was the best. He walked to his penthouse while checking his phone, the dancers added him to their dance groupchat. It was funny, he smiled when he read their chats. Mostly Jimin, Jungkook and Hoseok talking. Sometimes Taehyung and Jungkook tussle. Sometimes Yoongi would send dance videos. Sometimes Seojoon would flirt with Taehyung, though mostly left unanswered. So strangely, Seokjin found himself sending some jokes to groupchat. The jokes were lame and so old, some of them even weren't funny. Though he wanted to join to their funny firm chat. Yoongi and Jimin were quick to respond. Jimin sent a lot of laughter emojis. A lot lot emojis! Yoongi responded with dissatisfaction. Though at the end welcomed Seokjin for his first action in their groupchat. Seokjin laughed even the coolest of them were funny. Seokjin took off his clothes and walked to shower. His mind still thinking about dancers. How much he wished he could be with them too. Seokjin wondered why Taehyung emailed him. In between many companies Taehyung emailed to Seokjin. He made a mental note to ask it later. But whatever the reason was, he was glad. He was so happy to meet them, so he could make sure the perfect dancers will reach to highest levels. He turned off the water and wrapped his white towel around his waist and walked out. He checked his phone, there was tones of new messages. This time all of them had responded.

Musclekook: our handsome boss jokes handsome too.
Musclekook: how can I picture his handsome face while texting these jokes!
Musclekook: I laughed so much Seokjin hyung. I'm in tears.

Tata: be careful not to choke from laughter.
Tata: be more careful not to drown in your tears

Jhope: you must teach me some Seokjin hyung, I'll use them to make Taehyung laugh. :D

Tata: I already laughed at them better use updated ones Hobi.

Seojoon: why you're mad, baby?
Seojoon: want me to calm you down ;)

Tata: I'm not baby, Seojoon.
Tata: I'm not mad and I don't need to calm down.
Tata: but if it means a wild night, I won't decline  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Seojoon: I'm on my way to home, babe.

AugustD: why are you having private chat in a groupchat?
AugustD: you disgusting brats
AugustD: horny cats!!!!!

Jhope: let's just pray for Yoongi hyung's sanity.

Babymochi: instead we should pray a bit manner for Taehyung and Seojoon in front of Seokjin hyung  ⊂(( ≧⊥≦))⊃

Musclekook: hyung are you online? If you're not we can delete the disgusting flirting before he can read.

Seokjin chuckled at that. He couldn't deny how cute Jungkook was. He was the maknae of them after all. He decided to stay silent, he turned his phone off and walked toward his dance room. It wasn't big, or a real dance room. It was a small room with mirror covered the walls. He placed some sport sets there, so it won't seem odd if someone visits there. He played the song but he didn't danced. He just stared at himself in mirror under the dim lights of there. Was he a coward? Yes definitely he was.
He was coward for not asking his parents to sign him in dance classes when he was young, he was coward for not protesting when they said he must not dance. He was coward when he ran away from dance club instead of staying and learning. Now he was coward for ordering Kisang.
He was coward for every personal desicion he made!

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I stole 16 minutes of my class to write this chapter😂
Hope you'll like and enjoy it.
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