Swan~ TaeJin ~

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Seokjin turned his gaze when he watched them dancing. He didn't want his eyes to meet Taehyung's as it always did. He was too ashamed and besides all Taehyung had been ignoring him since that day so Seokjin didn't want to end up his gaze being caught. So he rather liked to watch the subtle brush of Namjoon's and Yoongi's fingers from where they were on their knees. It was adorable though he didn't know why they were making it official. Seokjin and Taehyung knew it was only Hoseok, Jimin and Jungkook didn't know. Or they knew but they pretended they didn't just as Taehyung and Seokjin acted along. He snapped his eyes to dancers when the music finished. They seemed happy, Taehyung was unreadable as his eyes were staring at the floor. Both Namjoon and Yoongi loved it, which was obvious by there starry gazes toward each other. Seokjin was unable to talk as Jungkook was hitting him with his boxing fisted hands. It was hard to ignore two pair of eyes set on them. Seokjin could feel it, he hoped Jungkook could feel the piercing gaze of Hoseok. Seokjin really hoped for it. For Jungkook to finally realise Hoseok's eyes.
Seokjin and Jungkook were busy boxing and bickering when Namjoon greeted with someone. A person who caged Seokjin's breath in his lungs. In between Taehyung ignoring him and his shame for what happened between them. This was beyond as Namjoon introduced him.

"So guys as we needed a replacement for Seojoon. I transferred one of my bestest dancers. This is Kisang" Namjoon said. Seokjin sighed as Kisang smirked at him. The hot was curious about the dance group since day one. Seokjin exhaled his breath loudly. The boys were kind enough to welcome Kisang but his eyes glued to Seokjin forced others to turn to Seokjin as well. Seokjin's eyes lingering in behind somewhere close to where Taehyung was.

"Hi. Seokjinssi" Kisang greeted and Seokjin really wanted to snap at the boy for acting this sneakily devil with his demolish smirk. He let out a hand, Seokjin took it.

"Hi, Kisang" Seokjin answered so bored and tired he needed to go home and bury himself in his penthouse for messing up once in his life with his hook up choice.

"Long time no see, I pretty missed you" Kisang smiled. Seemed angelic but paradoxically evil, naughty bad. Seokjin had to have a serious talk with Namjoon. Between all of the dancers, he worked with Kisang must be the one working with them?!

"You know each other?" Taehyung asked as he placed himself next to Seokjin wrapping Seokjin's hand around his shoulder.

"Yes...." Kisang said.

"No...." Seokjin said.

Taehyung stared at them with knitted brows. It was a suspicious situation. Seokjin didn't want Taehyung to see him doing hookups and buys people with money and all those shitty filthy things.

"We have seen each other through Namjoon," Seokjin said. Shooting death glares to kisang for shutting his mouth. Seokjin lied to Taehyung. Lied to him because he was coward. He has been coward his whole lifetime. He was coward when he hid at his room. Hid his talent, his dance and hid his dream. And now, he lied to the light of dream crept in his life. Taehyung, réve. He lied and it wasn't correctable as Kisang chated with Jimin and joked with Jungkook. Whole this time Taehyung was right next to him. His hands feeling the curve of the younger boy's shoulder. Feeling the warmth of his presence but the guilt of lying to him was huge enough to snatch Seokjin from the world and take him to hell.

"Hyung..." Taehyung called him so sweet like strawberry that his heart ached he lied to an innocent boy like Taehyung.

"Yeah?" Seokjin answered. His voice is unsure and unconfident.

"We need to... We need to talk... About what happened" Taehyung stuttered. He was unsure too. All Seokjin could do was uttering a simple blunt yes before Hoseok called Taehyung so they could start practice with Kisang. Seokjin wasn't okay the whole time. If he was devastated before how he was broken. It was a simple lie but it wasn't. Kisang was his fuck boy for a long time and then they made out in his office days before. It was relatable and Seokjin didn't want Taehyung to think low of him like he would use him for his needs or whatever. Seokjin sighed and rubbed his temples as he looked on his lap. He tilted his head back. Taehyung was staring at him with a tiny unnoticeable smile. Seokjin only could see that. They had months to practise exchanging invisible smiles on each other's lips. Seokjin smiled back, hoping strawberry will make him forget the lie he said minutes before.

"I'll come to your place," Taehyung said as he exited. Seokjin waited for all of them to leave.

"What you want to talk about?" Namjoon asked cluelessly Seokjin wanted to choke him.

"Out of all dancers you work with does it must be Kisang, really Namjoon?" He said, fateful enough to walk hastily around.

"I did a contest for this. Kisang was the best in doing the dance style they use" Namjoon answered with a wise professional thought.

"I hooked up with him for a lifetime Namjoon! I can't come here and be easy seeing him here" Seokjin said.

"I know, but I just wanted to choose the best mate for them" Namjoon answered.

"You don't understand! He can't be here" Seokjin growled.

"Weren't you the one obsessed with his dance moves, hyung? Weren't you the one trying to get him to bed because of how he was good in dance? You liked him dancing, and you fucked him. You getting tired of him doesn't mean I can let one of my talented dancers to go" Namjoon said with not so low tone. Seokjin wanted to cry how true his words sounded.

"It's not about that! I don't want him to mix with the boys" Seokjin said, not in a low tone as well.

"Why? You don't want them to know how dancer hunter you are? How you jerk off seeing them dancing?" Namjoon yelled. Seokjin's eyes grew bigger followed by Namjoon's. Both were shocked. Seokjin couldn't believe what he heard and obviously, Namjoon couldn't believe what he said.

"I'm sorry hyung" Namjoon whispered. Seokjin nodded as he walked the way to door. He held the door frame when he walked out. Facing a teary-eyed Taehyung with the trembling bottom lip.

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