Changes- Taekook

twenty-one

"Don't-"

"You were just a small, innocent child. Your super cool Hyung wanted to go in this parc and you would follow him everywhere- he was your crush back then, wasn't he?" 

Taehyung didn't answer. He didn't know how the other found out but it scared him that he did- that he knew him so well. 

"On that day you kissed him, didn't you? Do you know that you messed your friend up with that? That he started to like you romantically because of that? That you started all that shit and now he has to deal with a broken heart? Do you do that to every friend of yours?"

The blond bit his lip. He knew he messed up, he knew he didn't deserve friends like Suga, Jin or Rm. Or Jungkook. But he wanted to change, he really wanted to. 

"And oh- guess who found you in that park? The gang the park practically belonged to. Didn't they want to kill you? What saved you in the end?" "Suga." "Yeah, that's what I heard as well. Didn't he befriend them? So you both joined them, right? Two twelve-year-olds in a dangerous gang of adults. That ruined your life, didn't it? Such a small kid shouldn't have dealt with the shit you dealt with. You saw people die in front of your eyes. You hurt people like it was nothing. I always admired your strength for that. But you lost yourself on the way, you became heartless."

The blond tried to ignore what Kimoon was saying but he couldn't. He had always tried to forget what happened to him- to Suga.  

"You lost yourself so much that you pushed away the only person that was important to you. You and Suga argued one night, didn't you? A big, big argument. He confronted you about your behaviour and you couldn't take it and sent him home. And do you remember what happened there?"

Taehyung shivered, his knees trembled remembering that night. He sent Suga home, practically threw him out of his house even though he knew what would happen if his best friend would return to his own house after missing for about two weeks. 

"He ran away because of his abusive father. He still had bruises all over him from the baseball bat of his father and you sent him back home. A great way to treat the boy that saved your life more than once. The boy that loved you, more than a friend should. Well, he arrived home, but I think you know that already", Kimoon grinned. 

"Yeah", Taehyung breathed out, his voice shaking. 

"Do you also know what happened then? Of course you do if I consider how pale you are right now. His father found that letter. The letter his mother wrote before she took her own life. She wrote that the reason for her death was Yoongi-" Taehyung wanted to interrupt the other but he was too weak to move at the moment. "That he was ashamed of having him as a son. When your father found the letter he immediately gave Yoongi the fault. And you know how sadness and too much alcohol can change a person. When he saw Yoongi entering the house he lost it. Beat him pretty hard, a few broken ribs and all of that. Did your friend tell you what his father screamed over and over while beating him? Min Yoongi, you killed your mother! Poor boy. Then he covered the 15-year-old Yoongi and the house with fuel- and lit everything up."

At this point, tears were streaming down the blond's face, his lip bleeding from biting on it too hard. 

"A miracle that he survived. Just had a few small burns. You were the one that found him. You went there to apologize about two hours after you left him alone and found the burning house. you ran in there and saved your best friend- how selfless of you. Or did you just feel bad that all of that was your fault? You brought him to the gang who treated him and they took revenge on his father. Cut him off his fingers one by one before setting him on fire. After that, they left Seoul so the police wouldn't catch them. You were alone again with the huge business they left and you needed new people to help you out. So you dragged Rm and Jin in the whole thing. Luckily Yoongi forgave you and you grew closer than ever. Just that he wasn't Yoongi anymore. Min Yoongi is dead were his exact words if I remember correctly. And since you feel guilty about what you have done and what happened to him, you protect him no matter what. But now there's another one you have to protect. Jeon Jeongguk. Such a sweet and innocent boy. Do you already see what you're doing to him? He is completely drunk and heartbroken because of you. Is it some sort of hobby to ruin other people's lifes?"

"Shut up. I won't ruin his life." "You will. Cause I will take it-" "NO!" 

"Well, there is one thing you could do. One thing to safe him, Suga. The boy that is starting to win Suga's heart. Just everyone. One thing you could do to safe yourself." "What is sit?" 

"Leave Jeongguk. Leave him alone. At first I really just wanted to take revenge but at this point, I found interest in the boy. I want him to be mine. You took my love, I'll take yours. If you agree, you're free. No more drug deals, no one has to get hurt. You're officially free. Didn't you want that for years?" 

Taehyung nodded, looking down on his feet. 

"Stay away from Jungkook and you can start a normal life. I will personally look out for you and your friends. You can live happily and without any fears. You should know by now that I always stick to my word." "I can't leave Jeongguk. I love him." 

"I will take good care of him. He'll forget you pretty soon. He'll live a happy life in peace and safety and he'll never know about my real identity. I'll make sure that he enjoys his life." 

"Everyone will be happy. Do we have a deal?"

Taehyung stayed silent. He knew that Kimoon wasn't lying. H just had to stop being selfish for once and let everyone be happy even if he had to suffer. 

"Deal."

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Uff, so this chapter is almost only backstory to Suga and Taehyung. 
(Suga is my baby so I wanted to give him a special backstory with meaning etc if you don't like it then sorry but not sorry)

The next chapter will take part a few weeks after this one, my story will end pretty soon (I'm kinda losing the motivation since it's so hard to write in English and I hate forgetting essential words to really describe what I want to express so yeah. 

I hope my English doesn't bother too much, and someone ever reads this, please consider giving me advice and tell me, if there's a better way to write some of my sentences (more fitting words, better grammar etc.). 

I'm still quite young (I'm going to be 15 in a few days) and my English is far from perfect haha. 

So yeah, there won't be any smut if you're waiting for that cause I'll definitely not write it xD and I feel awkward reading it in stories as well, especially when it's completely irrelevant and not important for the plot of the story.

So yeah. No smut in this story. period.