chapter 21

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"Gooooood morning." I heard a cheeky voice say, as my pillow, also known as Niall's chest, vibrated.

I looked up at him to see his gorgous smiling face making me forget about the past memory.

"woah babe are you okay?" he said. His smile disappeared and changed to concern, causing my smile to disappear, too.

At that moment, I realized my eyes were wet.... oh poo.

"'Yeh, I'm fine. Just erm... tired... I guess." Lamest excuse ever.

Surprisingly, however, he shook his head and that beautiful smile that lit up his perfect blue eyes appeared again.  .. He actually bought it?

"Oksy" he said comfirming my question. "So are ya hungry?"

Meh, if I say yes then I have to get off of his warm comfy body and his arms would no longer me around me so he could make it.

"Nope." I said resting my head back down on his chest. Damn, we're like a married couple but in reality were not even dating and  we havn't even known eachother for a week. .... fuck it.

He laughed quietly to my response about not wanting food. I felt his chest vibrate again, making me smile like a fool.

I felt his hand gingerly brush the stranded peices of hair out of my face. He just left his hand there on top of my head. I just wanted to lay there forever. Listen to our beathing and stare off into space somewhere while feeling his chest rise and fall from below me. Unfortionatly, that changed.

"Baily, can you please do me a favor." He said in a serious tone.

I looked up at with a confused face. My chin now resting on his chest so I can look at him without sitting up.

"Depends" I said giggling, making him smile for a second.

Judging on the last few minutes I've been awake, I'd like to say I've been more confortable towards him.  ... So much for trust issues.

Anways, I was smiling like mad and I probably looked crazy.

"Well first, without taking that beautiful smile off you face," He started.... uh oh. "Tell me where your planning on going when you leave here."

.... Too late ....

My smile fell right of my face.  I sat up and plopped myself back down on the couch. My legs criscross and my body facing him, but not touching him.

Did he want me to leave? Was he just having simpathy for me last night? A bunch of questions like those kept building up in my head.  Then  a knew question appearded in my head.

Baily, where ARE you going after this?

I looked down at my lap, embarrassed and ashame. Basicly as if i had been defeated.

Then I felt a tear roll down my cheek. .. poo again. My body didn't even give me warning that time. Not fairrrrrr.

I felt his finger below my chin gently pushing my head up. But for my pride, or what was   left of it, I didn't make eye contact, also for fear that I might totally and completly break down like I did last night.

"You don't have a place to go, do you." he said. I knew he was looking directly at me because I could fell it. Which caused me to look back at him, directly in the eye.

I shook my head lightly, looking back at the ground. I felt like a 4 year old, ashamed that they peed there pants.

"Come here." he said.

I looked up at him and saw his arms spread out a bit.

Without even thinking, or second guessing my actions, I lunged at him. But surprisingly not pushing him over.

I sat on his lap with my arms around my neck and my legs around his waist. I rested my head against his shoulder.

"Sssshhhh I know babe." He whispered to me, hugging me back as I cried into his shoulder. "No girl deserves what your going though, I know.  And I know you want someone to say I understand but I can't because I don't and im sorry. I really and truley am sorry."  He said, while he stroked my hair and towards the back of my head.  "I can't go bacj and change your past but what I can and will say is that I might not feel your pain, and I might not know your suffering, but from now until infinity I will always be there for you, know that I have you, I'm never letting you go. Consider me a part of your life, because I'm not going anywhere and I'm not leaving you.

Then he pulled away so I could look at him.  Which I did, I looked at his carribean blue eyes making my want to melt.

"Babe, please, just stay here... with me."

Hope you guys are enjoying this storyyyy. Cause im enjoying righting ittt. haha.

I cant wait for "Little things" to come out... TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOP!

 LOL anywhore, stay safe for my new england readers! im in this damn hurricane, too. :/ i need to keep ma wifi so I can run my instagram blog.. Follow it guys. its @Harrys_supras comment on one of my pics saying that you reading my story and ill give you a shout out. but no body mention my name cause its kinda like my hannah montana life lol. 

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