I'll Be Your Super Human (Niall Horan fan fiction)

chapter 22

He pulled away so I’d look at so I could look at him, which I did. I looked at his Caribbean blue eyes that made me want to melt.

"Babe, please, stay with me."

I looked at him, kind of taken back by what he said. Did he mean it? Or was he just messing with me. Should I just trust him? Will I look like an idiot if I said yes? Will I sound needy? I really want to. . . I don't want to leave him.

"No, I'm fine." I said. Why? I don't know. Just my pride getting in the way I suppose.

I never took my eyes off of his though. I watched them face from sincerity to what looked like hurt and disappointment.

Then, I started giving myself my shity talk about how stupid I am. ~

Why did you even say that you dumb bitch. You WANT to stay with him. You could have had a chance to have an actual friend, but nope. You went and ruined it. Your such a stupid, selfish, slutty, -

“Why not,” I heard a sweet, innocent, but serious tone coming from beside me, bringing me back to  my current surroundings. But then of course, I went back. ~

Shit. Now you gotta tell him why. You don’t even know why you dumbass.

“I- I..” I was out of words, out of excuses. I just looked at him.

I had completely stopped crying but I felt a tear fall free from my water line.

We looked at each other in the eyes for what seemed like minutes even though it was only seconds.

Then I watched as his eyes traveled from mine down an inch, to my cheek. He wiped away the tear gently with his index finger.     I felt myself shiver a bit as his finger made contact with my skin. Then his eyes traveled back up to mine.

He looked at me, straight in the eye. Almost like he was staring me down. It kinda scared me a bit.

I felt as if he was studying me

He still had pain written all over his face, but even with it came a small smirk.  Just a small one on the side of his face. I could barley tell, but I’m pretty sure it was.

“Yes you do.” He said. His face was still the same.

.. What the hell. ..

“wha-?” I started, but wasn’t able to finish.

“Bailey, I can see it in your eyes, you’re holding back,” yes cause that answers everything. “You have no where to go. Staying for me would be the best thing for you.”

I still wanted to know how he got thinking that. And I was determined to ask him.

“But how-“  I tried again, but failed.

“There’s just something about your eyes Bay. You have so many unreadable features. You try so hard to hide your feelings and it works. . . . But your eyes.. every bit of what you’re thinking spills out through your perfect crystal eyes.” He stated, putting his head closer to mine. Whereas I was looking away when he said my eyes were perfect.

“And there’s something about you.” He finished off.

Our foreheads were now almost touching.

“”I know you need me. And honestly.” He continued. “I need you.”

He said that so perfectly. Simple but effective. (   :P  )

“Please … stay.”

At that moment, I once again started crying.  I now I cry a lot. But these were actually happy tears.

Having the words ‘I need you’ go through you mind just made me smile.

No one needs me, No one ever needed me. And I was pretty much convinced that no one ever would. .. Hell no one even wanted me.

I stared at his pleading eyes that were just centimeters from mine.

Then I gave in.

I gave him the biggest hug I was able to give, basically, attacking him.

I pounced on him so hard that this time he did fall back on the couch so that I was on top of him..

I hugged him so tightly around the shoulder, and he hugged me back just as tightly around the waist.

I rested my chin on his shoulder and my head rested on the crook of his neck.

And through all the crying and hic-uping, I was just barely able to whisper, “I do need you.” Making him hug me even tighter, pulling me closer to him.  

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