Spoken Word

I hate him...

I hate him.

I hate that he can make me cry so much.

I hate that even when he's the one making me cry all I want to do is talk to him.

I hate that I still want him.

I hate that he's still my first thought when I wake up and my last thought when I go to sleep.

I hate that I can't even hate him because he did nothing wrong and I still love him so much.

I hate that I made him cry.

I hate that life made us meet at the wrong time.

I hate that I still wholeheartedly believe that he is my person.

I hate that the thought of watching him love anyone else but me breaks my heart.

I hate that I can't even imagine myself ever loving anyone else but him.

I hate that I know part of me will always love him.

I hate that I fall so fast and fall so hard.

I hate that this hurts so much and it's gonna hurt for a while.

I hate that just thinking about him makes me cry.

I want to hate him because I hurt so much but I can't. He did the right thing and I will appreciate it in the future but right now I just want to hate him...

I hate him... but I don't really... I could never hate him not truly...