Jordan's intoxication
wasn't so much being drunk
as it was being in pain.
How was it not so obvious that the words they shared were only written with
bad blood.
Jordan wanted to scream:
"I'm trying to change, and you're making that impossible!"
the fear that Jordan didn't deserve change,
because just looking at Charlie was like staring at a reflection:
"Oh how I want to trust you, but I can't."
