Best friends (discontinued)

18

Zamoria P.O.V

We all were at mama's house but currently everyone except for me had rode to the store with mama.

"You're worthless bitch"
"He doesn't want your sorry ass"
"You're weak"
"You should die"
"You don't deserve to live"
"Letting a man beat you you're so weak"
"Your own mother doesn't even want you"
"You're nothing but an alcoholic"
"Just one sip Zamoria"

"STOP...STOP....STOOOP" I yelled beating my head with my two hands trying to get the voices in my head to stop.

Dj's words played over and over in my head constantly. Flashbacks started coming back to back.

I could remember him being this sweet guy and that all changed. He started beating me forcing me to have sex with him. He even let a train get ran on me.

I decided to start drinking to make all that pain go away. I would get so drunk that I'll be blacked out for two days straight.

I woke up in a hospital one time just to found out that Dj had beat me into a coma. My mother didn't care she was too busy with her new husband while he used to try and rape me.

I told my mother several times and no matter how many times I told her she didn't believe me. Even with Dj but she told me "if you love him you would stay with him".

I was dumb enough to stay and look where I'm at now. On the balcony of my aunt's house with a bottle of Hennessy in my hand ready to jump.

I was taken out of my deep thoughts as I heard someone call my name. I took another chug out the bottle and turned around to be faced with my loved ones.

"Zamoria climb b-back over please f-for me" Zori said inching closer to me. It broke my heart seeing my best friend cry like this I've never seen her so scared.

"NO N-NO ZORI!" I yelled almost falling while everyone gasped but I caught my balance. "I'm tired of this the voices won't leave zori THEY WONT STOP" I said crying looking at the cement below me.

"Zamoria baby please I lost your father already babygirl I can't lose you I just can't" my aunt tried soothing me as memories of me and my daddy started rushing back. He always told me to never let a nigga disrespect me but I failed at listening to him.

"Tt I can't I gotta do it I HAVE TOO" I cried taking another chug while wiping my tears roughly away.

"Moria l-listen to me y-you mean so so so much to m-me baby p-please Zamoria just g-get down for me" my auntie cried. It broke my heart seeing them like this but I just can't take it anymore.

"Z talk too me cmon baby please just get down you got too much to live for just please baby do it for me" Trey said walking towards me as I leaped and he jumped and stopped walking.

"NO TREY DO NOT...don't come closer Trey" I said breaking down seeing tears form in his eye.

"Z don't this I can't lose you man we been rocking since diapers. Kamoria needs her auntie around Zamoria. You can't leave us man you just can't we done already lost uncle C you just can't do this to us Zamoria look at Zori you got her scared to death Zamoria. Look at me,mama,Trey, you got us Zamoria don't take the easy way out please Moria. Climb back across and talk to us please." Chris said walking slowly towards me. I looked around and seen mama holding Zori while she sat on the ground crying her eyes out. I looked at Trey who also looked scared as hell.

I looked down and felt dizzy all of a sudden the Hennessy had slipped out of my hand and fell then shattered on the cement that was about 100 ft below me.

Chris and Trey had grabbed me while I was clinging on to my cousin's shirt drowning it with tears.

"You good aight?" I heard Chris say as I nodded.