Sunflowers and rainbows . { male reader }

The truth untold

Once upon a time, there was a young powerful hero.

She was loved and respected, villains feared her and children adored her, but she had a secret.

As a hero, it becomes difficult to have a normal life, and as you grow older it becomes a bit lonely when you don't anyone to come home to.

The hero did find someone. A man so kind and gentle, he had the sweetest smile like an angel so gracefully landing with its wings in her life. She loved him more than the world itself, all his beautiful features and his laugh....his laugh that one of a unique laugh.

" you know you shouldn't be going around saving lives while you already have one inside"

" oh please I will be fine you worry too much"

She pressed a last kiss on his soft and small forehead of the son that took both her and his gorgeous features before heading to save a new soul unknowingly to her that the one she needed to save first was the one she kissed first.

Everything went downhill from that moment on.

There she sat in a wheelchair hopeless with nothing but the memory of the one she loved and her baby....her poor baby.

She cried herself to sleep each night while watching his small body resting.

She felt that they were so alone in this big wide world, she hopes she will be strong enough to raise this child alone but the burden of being a mother was never easy to swallow.

And then he came into her life.

The kind stranger who approached her with no second intention the stranger who welcomed her to his home and took the responsibility for raising his child and loving her.

He wasn't perfect but he tried.

It all seemed to be put together until that night happened.

" I...I didn't lose a sister I lost a MOTHER! " if you never reached your breaking point this was it. This is the moment you couldn't hold it any longer.

You cried.

Down to your needs. Your sweaty hands held into the hospital bed metal handles.

Everything was just thrown at you and it hurt like hell.

Si-mom...MOM why did you have to lie!? Why did you leave me I'm SORRY I AM SO SORRY!

"Uh...crying won't solve anything kid...everything is over now and we could only hope it gets better" for the first time ever Kane the coldest man you've ever seen showed some type of concern to you, even if it was a small gesture.

His hand touched your head, ruffling it slightly while you continued to cry your heart out, letting out all those years of trauma that made you the person you are today.

"I FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF ME WAS RIPPED OFF "

"I know."

"I WANTED TO DIE SO BAD YOU HAVE NO IDEA"

"Yes"

"I MISS HER EVERYDAY ITS KILLING ME! I feel like THE LONELIEST HUMAN ALIVE"

"I...I'm sorry"

"NO! I AM SO TIRED OF THIS LIFE AND SUFFERING, MY SOUL FEELS LIKE IT LEFT ME LONG AGO LIKE I AM JUST WALKING AIMLESSLY WITH NO PURPOSE"

"Kid calm down you're in a hospital...HIKARI KIM I SAID CALM DOWN"

your red watery eyes shut wide at his voice.

"W-WHY YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME WHY DO YOU ALWAYS BEAT ME I NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING I AM JUST HURT I AM IN PAIN, YOU OLD MAN! I HOPE I DIE SOON"

Gathering what's left of energy you had you stood up pushing his hand away.

You saw all the looks the nurses gave you, they obviously heard everything but felt so out of place to say something.

The night was still young and so were you.

The world always seemed to find a way to screw with you, though you're not sure if you can take more of this.

If only you could go back in time and change everything, to not jump to not be born to meet your father, your mother's first love and the man that loved you as much as she did.

The only memory left of his was blurry pictures that can't even show his features clear enough and now knowing the truth made it seem like your life was a complete lie.

Is being born in the wrong time my fault?

Is trying to love someone a sin?

Was I worth the suffering she went through?

Am I worth anything?

I don't worth a thing.

Living is overrated anyways.

I'm going to just ju-

" DON'T YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT IT"

" what the?..." behind you. There you saw him, those ocean blue eyes staring right at you.

Many things were going through your mind at the moment but god knows you couldn't answer everything.

Living seemed so much easier if you weren't brought to this world.

"I know you're tired I know you're so broken you feel numb, I can see it in your eyes" he wasn't screaming at you he was calm like he had done this like millions of times before.

"I just want to end it. I don't want to keep going, I give up...I'm sorry but I'm so done with myself...I hate myself."

You sniffed whipping your cheeks from all the salty liquids that almost dried on your skin.

"Can...can I hold you?"

" I don't care..."

His buff build come in contact with yours, his arms held you closely and gently to his chest.

Something about his breathing and warm body made your tension eases a bit but the feeling of tiredness deep inside wasn't going to fade any time soon.

Deep wounds usually take ages to heal.

"My sweet sweet rainbow, everything will be alright just hold onto me and everything will be fine"

You let his words sink in a little, so do with crying you let your body fall out of power.

Toshinori sighed taking in the state you were in, your red eyes and black bags under your eyes and your teeth that turned into an odd color of gray and black.

What happened to you to turn out like this I wonder.

"Toshinori take me away from here...I don't want to go back home..." the ex-pro hero nodded before lifting you up close to his chest and taking you to a place he hoped will help your disturbed mind.

"I'm so scared Toshi"

"I know. I know I will protect you. My previous boy"

"Thank you. Hero."

A/N: what y'all think of this one?