Killed by words

The list

The list of the people who have done me wrong consisted of 3 names.

The first one being Preston, he was Ivy's boyfriend. Or should I say Preston was Ivy's little puppet who followed her around all day and night. Kind of like a little lost puppy, but not as cute. It was embarrassing watching his nice personality that was once there, turn so rotten and evil.

Surprisingly, we used to be good friends back when we were kids as he was a family friend of ours. His dad was one of my dad's best mates. They used to come around in the summer time and have a bbq out in our back garden. Even after my dad passed they still came over to celebrate life with us. However, they stopped coming around after Ivy forced Preston to complain to his dad about me by making up petty lies. Maybe he wouldn't be on this list if he didn't try changing himself for others.

After Ivy's death he didn't change back. Her personality seemed to rub off onto him. He's now the ruler of the school and this is not going to go down too well. Preston had blonde, shiney hair that was long enough to cover his eyes. He was a smart guy as he got many A's in lessons but he's throwing that all away by becoming a man that someone else wants him to be. Which makes him stupid.

The second person I would like to mention is someone who also made lies up about me, saying I vandalised the school when it was clearly her. Her meaning Angel. Which is convenient as she isn't much of an Angel to me. Everytime you lay eyes on her you would see her either chatting shit about someone who can't afford clothes or assesories like her. As their parents don't own a clothing line like Angels parents do. I'd she wasn't doing that she would be using her fists instead of her mouth by slamming people into walls, just because they might of accidentally barged passed her while rushing to there next class. To be honest I don't know which side of her is worse, Getting the verbal abuse or the physical. The world would be better if she just wasn't here, and I think many people would agree with me on that one.

After her accusing me of vandalizing the school, I got 3 months of detention and there wasn't even any proof to back up my accused actions.

The last name that is shown on the list was the one who hurt me the most. His name is Mark. He was my crush for a few years until that day. The day that messed me up. He had brown hair that moved with the wind. The emotion in his eyes was fathoms deep, yet they carried the warmth and life of the sunlit surface. They had a thousand hues of blue and a small touch of hazel. I could glaze at them all day. His eyes lay above his button nose that was full with scattered dots of freckles that gave him a cute and innocent look.

The day that made me hate him was my 15th birthday this year. It was a cold day so we had to spend our times inside. As I don't have many friends my brother was the one to invite them as he was popular. I was hoping Mark would show up but I didn't want to admit it. Amit that I liked him... a lot.

I was astonished by who showed up. I didn't know half of these people and I bet they didn't care for me either. Then that's when I saw him. Mark. He walked in after me opening the door for him to enter. He had grey joggers that fitted him perfectly. His eyes reflected onto mine. He looked just perfect.

My past self thought that day was going to be amazing. Oh, how I was wrong.

It was mark who thought of the idea to play 7 seconds in heaven. Everyone decided that I should go first because it was my party. We spun this broken bottle that would decide my fate. It slowly began to stop spinning. I let out a little smirk. It landed on mark. I was the happiest i've been in a long time. Although, my nerves were getting the best of me. We made our way into the closet. He told me to stay still as he put a blindfold over my shallow eyes. I didn't think much of it. My smile was still stuck on my face, beaming. That's when I heard the door creek open.

"Mark?" I said as I awkwardly giggled.

He told me not the take my blindfold off. I disobeyed him. I tugged it off of my eyes and opened the door, still confused to what was going on. Mark was standing in the crowed that formed around me. They Began laughing.

"Do you really think I would kiss a pig like you" mark said while pushing his perfect hair back.

The laugh just got louder. I didn't know what to say. I just collapsed onto the solid ground that stood below me. I didn't look up. Not once. After a while I heard the laugh stop. Fortunately, they all left leaving, my tearful self behind.

"Mark is the next target" I said under my breath as I wrote his name on the piece of paper.