The Same Old Clown: (HisokaXreader)

~Realization~

Hisoka P.O.V

That's the most awkward day of my
Illumi kept glaring at me the whole time. he looks creepier than myself. (Y/N) is chatting with him. I feel completely ignored. She seems no different than before. Only with a shorter hair. It still looks good on her. So cute.... Damnit I drunk too much... I feel weird...

(Y/n) P.O.V

Illumi still looks the same. Hisoka looks more handsome though. He never changed his style. Still creepy. To be honest. I feel kind of happy to see him again in five years. I never thought I'd say this but I missed him. His jokes. His flirting. His eyes. His anti-gravity hair. All of him. But...why do I feel bad? Oh... I left him alone. Without even telling him. I've disappeared for five years. I lied. I hurt him... I didn't feel comfortable at all. I had to leave and go back home. Illumi understood how I felt. He stood up and left us alone. He left me with a drunk Hisoka! Damnit Illumi what the hell are you thinking??

Illumi P.O.V

The way Hisoka looks at (y/n) is not like him. It's a weird look for him to have. I'm getting curious. How do they know eachother? How do they feel about eachother. The best solution is to leave them alone for now. I'll ask (y/n) about it later.

(Y/n) P.O.V

That iceberg left. What am I gonna do with Hisoka? He's too drunk to go back by his own. I don't know where he's staying. They're two ways: i leave him here. He'd hate me for it. I can't leave him here. So I'll take him to a hotel to take care of him until he's conscious. And I'll get to spend sometime with him. Even if he doesn't love me. I'll still love this guy. I've always did. Ever since we first met. I took him to my car and got him to the room I've booked. I put him in bed since he fell asleep. I lied down next to him. Moving my hand in his fucia red hair then down to his face. Feeling his soft skin. Damnit I didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay with him hold his hand tightly and never let him go again. But I wished I could. I wanted him to stay with me. He wouldn't possibly like being with me no to mention my background and my current status as a celebrity. It's not his way of life. We're too different and it's impossible for us but why not enjoy the moment at least for now? I don't know if I'll ever have the opportunity to be this close to him again... When did I fall in love with Hisoka? Since when am I this deep in love. I never understood love until the last four years a year after the accident...
As I kept staring at Hisoka I started to fall asleep. I remembered everything since the day I got my license...

Author's note:

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