Nicki's POV
I woke up feeling drowsy and confused. There was a tube going down my throat, I instantly began to began to panic. I was breathing but I felt as if I was chocking all at the same time. my heart monitor began to beep loud and fast as I panicked more. I tried to move but for some reason my arms and legs were being restrained.
"Nicki, baby, you gotta calm down everything is okay" I looked up to see safaree standing next to the bed and next to him was rihanna and drake.
I tried to say something but it can out as a muffled scream because of the tube. soon the room was filled with nurses and doctors.
"ms. maraj you must calm down" one doctor said to me as I continue to try and free myself from the restraints. soon the room became blurry as tears began to fill my eyes. I could no longer scream because my throat had become dry. The more I struggled the more the doctor tried to restrain me.
While the nurses tried to calm me down the doctor came back with a long syringe with what to seemed to be like an extra long needle. I tried to move my head away but the nurse held it in place. I felt a sharp pain followed by a burning sensation as the doctor put the syringe in my neck.
Within seconds I began to fill dizzy and it became hard to keep my eyes open. The room began to spin as began to loose control of my body. I finally gave up and let the medicine take over.
Hours later...
I woke up this time without the tube and without and without the restrains. I again felt drowsy but not as much as before. I looked up to see him, safaree, sitting in the chair next to me. He was sound asleep. He looked as if he needed it, even though he asleep I could still see the worry on his face.
I sat up on the bed for the first time in a while without any pain. I gently grabbed his hand, carefully so not to wake him up, intertwining them with mine. I missed him. A lot.
He then woke up and looked at me, shocked. He smiled and then sort of looked as if he was about to cry. "Nicki? You're finally awake!" He said with excitement.
Finally awake? I was confused at what he meant by finally awake. I was just asleep for my surgery...right? "What do you mean finally awake?" Before he could answer he left room as if in search of something.
Again the nurse and the doctor came back in the room. They gave me a serious of test to make sure I was okay and everything. Safaree stood in the corner watching me and they performed the test. "Ms. Maraj do you know what date it is?"
I thought back to the date of my surgery and added a day or two to it since I wasn't sure exactly how long I had been out." Umm May 8th or 9th"
They looked at each other and I heard whisper to each other "she must not know".
What didn't I know? I was only sleep for a day or two, wasn't I? I looked over at safaree in confusion. I searched him for answers but all his faced seemed to give me was sarrow.
"Ms.maraj, you've..."
"Let me tell her" safaree butted in.
They looked at him awkwardly before leaving my room. "Safaree what's going on?"
He looked at me with sad eyes I guess as he figured out how to say what he was about to say. "Nicki while you were in surgery you had complications and you slipped into a coma. you've been for in a coma 6 months now"
You've been a coma for 6 months now. His words bounced around in my head. I was completely dumb founded. All the days of school I missed, birthdays and parties I had missed, all the time I missed with out my friends and safaree, all the time that has passed me by. I was so overwhelmed and I guess my face showed it.
Safararee sat in the chair next to the bed and grabbed my hand. I could tell he wanted to say more, he was hiding something. For the next hour he explained what happened to me, I asked questions and he awnsered them completely. I felt a sign a relief but at the same time still confusion.
"Where does this leave us?" I ask hoping I had been forgiven for my past mistakes that had caused this whole mess.
He hesitated before looking down at the ground "nicki seeing you, laying here almost lifeless looking made me think I can't live without you. If you would of died I would have hated myself. I was a jerk to you the last time I saw you and Im so glad I have a second Chance to ask you...if you would forgive me?"
Without hesitation I nodded my head "I forgive you and im sorry as well"
"For what?"
"This whole situation"
"I forgive you baby"
I smiled at him, sitting completely up I could kiss him. He cupped my face before he kissed me passionately. After hearing about all the change in my life I was happy to see one thing still hasn't changed.
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Author's Note
Don't get to happy drama is ahead...
(I'm sooo sorry I haven't updated in along time I got my phone taken away for my grades so I've been working hard to get my phone back and so I can update more)
