The "Human" Series [BTS Fanfiction]

What I Couldn't Feel

Y/N could hear some of the boys snoring. She smiled as she kept on writing. This was what people call a deja-vu for Y/N.

She saw the passenger seat door open from the corner of her eye. She turned her head.

She frowned as Jimin got inside.

"Are you okay Jimin?" She asked as she lowered her pen.

Jimin closed the door and looked at her. He sighed.

"I really have no idea," He said softly. "It has been a rather weird couple of weeks"

Y/N nodded as she looked down. She looked at the notepad as her stomach filled with worry. She felt like something bad was going to happen.

"Jimin... I-" She sighed. "I would like to give you this"

She flipped the notepad close and passed it over to Jimin.

"I know it is nothing, but I would like for one of you to have it," She said shrugging.

Jimin grabbed the notepad hesitantly and looked at Y/N.

"Why?" He asked.

She shrugged again. "Hoseok told me that there is an unconscious. I believe him."

Jimin frowned at the sudden explanation.

"I think that I wrote every emotion. Even before having my first break down." She said.

Jimin looked down as his eyes went wide.

You are holding the real me

"I would like for someone else to have it since I will never be able to understand," She said.

Jimin nodded as he kept his gaze on the notepad.

From the outside, it must have sounded cheesy or completely idiotic. However, with everything that has happened, he knew it was all true. Y/N felt after all.

"Wouldn't it be better to give it to Hoseok?" He said as the thought ran through his mind. "He gets this better than anyone"

"Not when it is mostly written about you," Y/N said

Jimin's eyes grew wide at the bluntness of his friend.

"I always worry about you and, naturally, it is what I was made to do," She said. "I can only think about those two people who decided to become my friends"

She smiled a little. "Mainly the one that hated the idea at first"

Jimin was in shock. He hadn't spoken to her in a while. Which meant that he didn't see this change happen. She was talking like a normal person would.

She turned her head and smiled sadly.

Jimin remained silent. He couldn't answer. No, he didn't know what to answer.

"Putting it in a very cheesy way." She said as she looked out. "You will read everything I didn't know I could feel"

Jimin nodded absentmindedly as he processed everything.

"You will also read every opinion I ever had," She said. "It's almost like a personal diary, but a little more... objective?"

She chuckled at her own words.

"I can only ask you to read it with an open mind," She said as she looked at Jimin.

Jimin looked at her. He started to think over everything. He was not hearing the android that first helped him with the shocks. He was talking to the person trapped inside the plastic.

"I always liked your hugs," She said. "Even if they were completely weird and out of place"

She said absentmindedly.

Jimin nodded to himself as he kept on thinking. He looked up and almost smiled. She was still lost in thought.

Jimin moved closer and gave her a hug. He was not expecting anything at all. But was taken aback.

She hugged him back almost immediately.