CALL (COMPLETE)

Chapter 17: Extreme rides and feelings

LISA's POV

Am I that stupid? For asking her.. eventhough I know what we've talked about. I got carried away because of the kiss. But.. it's what I'm feeling. I really.. really like her. To be honest, I don't get it. I don't understand why she refused it when she said she likes me. I don't understand why she responded to my kiss, why she's willing to do everything with me and then turned me down that easily. I'm not mad. Just disappointed maybe. I really don't understand.

I just sighed deeply and focused on driving.

"I-I'm s-sorry.. L-Lis.."

I turned to her when she spoke. Her voice shakes and her lips too. Gosh! Now, I've made her feel guilty.

"Hey.. hey.. it's okay."

I can't focus on driving when she suddenly cries. Ohmyghad.. what did I do.. hays. I'm so stupid!

"Nini.. it's okay. Please.. stop crying." I held her hands and squeezes them while caressing my thumb on it.

I slowly pulled over to the side and unbuckled my seatbelt. I leaned closer and pulled her for a hug. I closed my eyes and caressed her back.

"I'm sorry.. please stop crying.."

She just continued sobbing. I looked at her and wipes her tears. She's crying hard. Gosh Jen..

"I-I'm just t-thinking about you.. I don't want other people to think.. that I-I'm j-just dating because of the p-pain when Kai and I broke up. I d-don't want o-other people to think that I'm just making you a rebound."

"Okay. Okay.. I get it. Stop crying.. it's fine." I said while nodding and wiped her tears. Her head is resting on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry.." She said and holds my hand. She kissed it and hugged me.

"I understand. Stop crying now.." I rub her back and shoulders.

I will fight for this. I know she likes me too. I can feel it. I know.. and I believe.. this could be something. I will wait. I will.. this time. I will fight using my heart. I won't give up just because she turned me down once. Even how much she turns me down, I will never give up on her. Never. She's the only one who makes me feel this way. This is different from what I've felt for Krystal before. This is something. This is getting deeper as days passed by.

"L-Lisa.. I c-can't breathe.."

"Oh.. I-I'm sorry.."

I didn't notice I was hugging her tight and she stopped crying already. She's still holding my hand. So, I held hers and smiles at her.

"I'll wait. This time.. for real. I'm just really happy that I can still spend time with you.. I'm sorry for making you feel bad earlier. That's so stupid of me."

Jennie just shook her head to me.

"It's okay, Nini.. I still like you, don't worry." I chuckled and messes her hair. She pouted and whines while fixing her hair. I just giggled and drive again.

"Let's have ice cream after we eat, Nini.."

I looked at her and her face lit up. That's the only thing I wanted to see. I chuckled and turned to the road.

"Milk ice cream! I like that one."

"Okay." I chuckled when she looks so excited all of a sudden.

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TP's POV

"Woah! Lili.. this is heaven. Look!" Jennie pulled Lisa's wrist and let her see the variety of ice creams inside the glass cabinet.