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Roddy.....
"I looked at Aniah as she laid down on the chaise.

I know how she feel bout this situation but damn, she ain't gotta go through all this, the fact that I was excused for them to talk made me clueless but I guess she gon tell me when she ready.

It's been two days since she left her pops to stay with me, can't lie having her around is magic.

" you good" I asked her tryna see if she gon tell me.

"I know I owe you an explanation and I have to tell you" she said sitting up.

"Go head" I said.

"When I was 13 ma dad left me with a nigga about 18, I don't know what it was ma dad was doing, but one night this nigga crept into ma bedroom and started kissing me in all type of way then before I could talk he touched me down there.

He told me it was fine that all girls this age learns this that's why my dad left me with him.

As he played with me I enjoyed the feeling and not thinking he went further raping me, it was a horrific experience" she paused allowing the tears to flow.

"Few weeks later I found out I was pregnant, I was so little I didn't even know if it'll make it, when ma dad find out he was furious and told me to abort it but the nigga who raped said I should keep it that's what he wanned" she said as I took deep breaths.

"Fuck" I mumbled.

"I was a small person in a big body, so I had to stay with my baby daddy for awhile.

He made sure I ate healthy, exercise well and also he made sure he made love to me to create easy delivery, to cut things short" she said as I shook ma head.

"I gave birth to ma baby, it was a painful experience, the doctors thought I'll go through operation, I was so young they even called me aside before the delivery to point out who abused me but I couldn't talk"

"When I saw and held my baby girl, she was the most beautiful thing in this world, I wanted to be the best mother to her even thou I was so scared"

"After feeding she was taken away to rest, the next few hours they told me my baby had died due to heart failure, I saw her lifeless body and it haunted me for years and now"

She said as we heard a knock on the door.

"You expecting somebody" she asked as I took ma gun shaking ma head.
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