Thugged Out

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Aniah.....
What Roddy told me to do I haven't done anything like it, sneaking him out the hospital first before he could tell me what he wanted to.

I had to get him out of there cause he claimed the life he live, he could be shot dead here right now.

Getting that nigga out, I had to run to the nurse dressing rooms to wear a nurse outfit then put him in a wheel chair Wheeling him out towards my car.

I shot his niggas a quick text for him and also Kenton to meet us at home with ma lil mama.

As we entered I carefully told Roddy to sit down as I sat beside him rubbing his back. The silence occurred for a minute as we both started laughing.

"Damn ma you was being real smooth getting me out" he said as we cracked up. "You ain even pay the bills" I said as he bursted out laughing.

"Ima send it to them tomorrow" he said as we laughed it off.

"Want anything" I asked him.

"Nah" he replied.

"Aniah" he called as I hummed answering him.

"I know right now ain't the time to tell ya this, I know you just saw your daughter, tryna fix a relationship and dealing with Kenton ass, but fuck it cause am feeling you" he said as I gulped.

"Ay, ian even gon talk bout other bitches and shit, but I don't know if you feel me, all this shit, I go through is some hard shit, killing people, getting blood on ma hands doing shit I ain't suppose to just to make sure ma aunt and family straight you know" he said as I listened, taking everything in.

"I just want you to know, I can be dead any minute, any hour, any day and shit, that's cause of what I do for a living, but I want you to be ma girl Niah, I know we got a connection" he said as I smiled.

"Whatchu say,....well you ain't gotta say some now take yo time" he said as I nodded taking everything in.

"Let me make you something to eat, while you eat I'll make you a hot bath" I said as he smiled like a lil boy.

Crazy.

As I cooked I thought of all the things Roddy had just told me, I did want to be his girl hell I been crushing in that man for the longest, who ain't want to, but I hope I can.....

Ding!!

Spermdonor: hey ma we heading to ya all.

Me: my baby with you?

Spermdonor: am alive.

Me: bring her.

Spermdonor: wait till I show you wassuh😉

Me: boy I don't like you.

In some kind of way I and Kenton were getting cool, but I still ain't forget what he did to me, I hated him, nothing will change that.

I wanna be able to give ma girl the world, the one I never had.

Two weeks later...
"I don't wanna die young but I rather run"..

" nah that shit sound fucked up"

"I rather be jumped by 12, then be buried by 6"

"Damn, that shit sound hard as fuck" I heard Roddy say as I blushed walking towards him.

"Hey bae" he greeted as I sat opposite him. His eyes were okay now and he had on headphones.

"I didn't know you could rap sing" I said as he chuckled. "Some I do when am bored" he said as I nodded.

"Okay Aux this shit Roddy" I said as he did allowing me to enjoy his flows.