Thugged Out

27

6years later.....
Aniah.....
"Raymond Josiah Moore I swear if you don't get your lil ass up in here thinking you grown I'll whip you like I did to ya daddy" I heard mama Faye say as I chuckled.
Mama Faye is Roddrick's mother.

After Roddrick disappeared years ago she came to find me and when she got to know I had Roddrick son she became the mother I never had.

I always asked her why Roddrick never mentioned her and all she would say is when he comes home he will explain like she believes he will come home.

We have all moved to Roddricks home, I wanted Josiah to get used to his fathers environment and I told him his father would come home soon his 7 now and still waiting.

After all these years I met a guy, his name is Quan, his been a good friend but I don't think I could ever love him like I love Roddrick.

"Hey mom" Brooklyn greeted as she walked into the kitchen from school. "Wassup how was school" I asked as she sighed.

"Junior high sucks mom" she replied as I sighed.

Its hard for people to tell when they see I and Brooklyn they always think she's my younger sister until I spill the beans.

"I told you girl, don't let bullies get to you, they ain't shit" I said. "Stop using that fowl words when my grand daughter is here" Mama Faye said as she walked in to join us.

"She's 14 mom" I said while chuckling. "Still a child for all I care" she said back.

"B, can you freshen up then come downstairs for launch" I said to Brooklyn. "Gladly" she said as she went up stairs.

"Are you okay" Mama Faye asked me as I shook my head breaking down in front of her.

"I want my Roddy, I miss him, he can't be dead its been 6 years, I can't loose him, I need him to see his son" I cried as she rubbed my back. I just couldn't stop the feeling, I love him with everything within me I just want him home.

Kenton Moore
"These niggas all snake" I said as Quita looked at me while rocking our three year old daughter Angel to sleep.

"I can't believe they really took over Roddy's stuff babe, like I feel so bad especially for Niah" she said as I nodded.

"I know, I'm tryna look for Roddy again, I know that nigga ain't dead, there's gotta be a way" I said.

Roddy...
It was time for launch as the prison gate opened we all walked out.

They had me her illegally and there ain't shit I could do.

"Ay man" Rio one of my inside niggas greeted as he sat down followed by Curtis and Rover.

"Ay we got some kids coming tomorrow to do some music for us,you know, and ma son part of them" Rover said as I smiled.

"You ain't gotta son" Curtis asked me.

"Nah" I simply replied.

"Damn" they said as I nodded.

Next day....

The next day the kids band were here and they were setting up. I liked this kinda programs and shit, so kids know they can't commit no crime so thy don't get to end up here.

After settling down they did little chit chat as more prison men came to take their seat.

"Hi guys" a lil boy came out as we all said hi back to him. "Am Josiah Moore.......and I am here with my band to do a song for you" he said as they all clapped.

Looking into his eyes, he looked directly at me. "Ay nigga you okay" Rover asked as I nodded quickly.

After the song I walked up to the lil boy,  were watching me closer.

"Hey" I called...