Quadruplets (Ziall)

Don't Forget Don't Wanna Remember

I sit down on a chair in the living room, "Hey Zee?" Niall called from the other room, "Yes Ni?" I replied, "When's the next ultrasound?" me asked, "Um..." I look at my phone, "Two hours." I yelled to him, then I chuckled seeing my screen saver.

"What's funny about being late?" Niall asked, coming to the living room, "It's my screen saver. It's that one picture you and I took when we were nine, after my climbed those small mountains right outside of Bradford." I told him, "So what's funny about it?" Niall asked, "The memory, of you and I nearly falling of the side." I say, nudging him, "Okay, now I learned we were hardly a meter off the ground, but we were nine." Niall whined, "Sure, what ever helps you sleep at night." I said.

"Shouldn't we be getting ready for to appointment?" Niall asked, "Yep, help me up." I said.

We arrived at the office, got signed in, say down, then almost immediately 'Zayn Malik' was called. Niall and I got up and went into to examination room.

"Hello Mr. Malik, how are you?" the doctor questioned, "Eh, fine, I still have morning sickness and back pain, but other than that..." I trail off, "Okay."

Soon the doctor oust some gel on my stomach, and moved the knob around a bit, "Okay, there is one of the kids, another, there, and right here is what seems to be the smallest." The doctor said.

After another few minutes, we found out that this is most likely going to be like female pregnancies.

And Niall and I left the doctor office.

When we get home I look at the clock, nearly ten at night.

"I'm going to go lay down and sleep." I say, "Okay, I'll come with." Niall said.

Soon I start tossing and turning, I hate this my back hurts. "Shh, Zayn what's wrong?" Niall asks, "My back hurts, I can't wait until their bigger, then they start moving, and I'll be bigger than a whale." I pout, "Okay, turn your back to me, I was about to say face the wall, but I don't want to sound like your getting punished." At the mentioned of punished, I immediately tense up, Niall feels it, "I got ya Zee, I will never hurt you." he whispers in my ear.

Soon Niall turned on the lights, "Okay take off your shirt." Niall said, "Why?" I questioned, "I'm going to give you a massage." Niall said, I took off the t- shirt I was wearing, "Oh my god." I heard Niall mumble, "What?" I ask, I looked down, I saw all the scars, I didn't put them on myself, my dad helped.

"It's okay Ni, I'm fine, I lived." I told him, nearing tears, wishing scars could disappear, "I'm so sorry Zayn, I knew you were getting hurt at home, just never knew how much. And I would sometimes complain how my life was, I'm so sorry." Niall said, crying, "Shh, I'm fine Niall, I didn't want you to know because I didn't want you to look at me different." I said, trying not to cry go Niall's sake.

"I could've helped." Niall cries, "No you couldn't have, I never let you near my house, let alone inside of it, you never saw anything bad happen." I said, "You have a belt mark." Niall said, softly rubbing over a mark where the latch of a belt went to my ribs, "That one night when you lived with Josh, you said, that you made me run, while you got hit with the belt. Did I cause this scar?" Niall asked, "Honestly Niall, I only got hit with the belt that one time." I said.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Niall chanted, "Niall, I made you run, I didn't want to get hurt, I'm fine I lived." I said no I was silently crying while I was holding Niall's head, I can't really have him in my lap.

"Niall lets sleep." I told him, "No, I was going to give you a massage, I probably got you happy that you're going to get rid of back pain for a while, so I'm going to give you a massage." Niall said with tears in his eyes, I put my back towards him, he starts rubbing.