Quadruplets (Ziall)

What's what

"Daddy?" Justice asks Zayn, "Yes?" Zayn asks, making dinner. "I know that Aaron is the oldest, and Ashton is the youngest, but Ash was asking me silently, when he is going to be an older brother." She told Zayn, making Niall to choke on his drink, just last night they talked about more kids.

"Uh, I don't know Just, Dad and I have to talk about it, and decide when and if we want more kids, we love the four of you, and if we were to have another kid, it will most likely be multiples. You know what multiples are, correct?" Zayn asks, "Yes. Multiples are kids that come in more that one, such as twins, triplets, quadruplets, so on and so fourth." Justice said, "Yes you are right, that's what multiples are, the chance for multiples with Dad and I are very high, we don't know if we could handle multiples right now." Zayn said.

"Okay. Ashie. Daddy said, you may be the youngest for a while, but you will most likely have more than one little brother or sister." Zayn and Niall hear Justice say to Ashton in another room.

"Why did you say it will be a while before we have more kids?" Niall asks, "You didn't jump in and say anything. So there fore I said what I think I needed to say. Next time if you don't like what I say, say something. You know how to talk." Zayn said, stirring the food in the pan, "Are we ever going to have more kids?" Niall asks.

"I want more kids Niall. I just don't know if we're ready." Zayn said, "We have enough money, the kids all want more siblings, what else?" Niall asked, "I don't know if you and I are ready, I don't want to have a kid in a family that is always fighting, you and I don't usually get along. And my parents fought, split up, and our dad abused us, so stop with the what can happen attitude." Zayn said.

"Sorry, I had no idea what was going on, you never told me anything." Niall said, "That's because I didn't want you getting involved, I thought if you didn't know, it would be easier to escape reality with you." Zayn said, "Daddy, come quick." Zayn and Niall hear one of the boys yell.

"What's wrong?" Zayn asks as soon as he's in the living room, "That." All four kids, like usual, besides Ashton, said, pointing to the door, Zayn went to the door, "Zayn I know your in there with your children, please let me in, I just want to talk promise." No one recognized the voice besides Zayn, Yaser.

"Dad?" Zayn asks quietly, putting the chain lock on the door and opening it.

"Hi Zayn." Yaser said, "Dad? Niall take the kids into a different room please." Zayn said, "Dad what are you doing here?" Zayn asks, the chain lock still on the door.

"I realized what I did to you was wrong and I'm sorry." Yaser said, "What made you realize what you did was wrong?" Zayn asked, "I was with your sisters and Safaa asked me why I hurt you, I honestly don't remember much of it, I was too drunk. Please, Please forgive me, please." Yaser said.

"Dad- Yaser. I don't want you coming here, I believe that you changed, but I have four children and a husband." Zayn said, "You can call me dad. I'm so sorry, I was going through some home videos you and I made when you were two. Saw one that said 'Zayn eight' and decided to watch it, it was one of me throwing a pot of boiling water on you. I can see the scars on your arms and up your body, I'm so sorry, honestly I wish I could remember what I did, that way I have to live with the guilt." Yaser told Zayn.

"Dad, you were here not even a month ago, trying to hurt my daughter and I." Zayn said, "No I wasn't, I was at rehab. Haven't left until I was checked out a week ago. There's a video footage of the door if you want to see it, I promise that I never ever left." Yaser said, "How do I know your not going to hurt me again?" Zayn asks, "You don't. That's a risk, that you and your husband have to decide to take or not." Yaser said to Zayn.

"I need to talk to Niall about this. I don't know what to do, I honestly want a dad in my life, and I don't know if I should be admitting this to you, but I don't know if I should trust you or not." Zayn said, "Please trust me, I will never intentionally hurt you, Niall, or any of your kids." Yaser said.

"Okay, I need to feed the kids, bye dad." Zayn said, "Bye Zayn." Yaser said, walking away, Zayn quickly shut the door and walked into the kitchen where Niall and the kids were.

"You okay?" Niall asks, Zayn shakes his head 'no', "I need to think, help yourselves to dinner I'll come out in a little bit." Zayn said, trying to swallow the lump in his throat.

Zayn quickly ran to his and Niall's room.

"Guys, help yourselves to dinner, its on the table, I need to go talk to Daddy." Niall said, chasing after Zayn.

"What's wrong Zee?" Niall questioned, "I can't- Niall- I'm too scared." Zayn started stuttering , "Shh its all going to be okay, you don't have to let you dad back into your life, no one is going to blame you." Niall said, sitting next to Zayn on the bed, wrapping his arms around him, and cradling Zayn close to his chest.

"When he was around, my scars hurt. Almost like he was hurting me." Zayn said after a moment of crying, "Shh its okay." Niall said, "The kids deserve to know their grandfather." Zayn said, "They have my dad." Niall said, "They deserve to know both." Zayn cried into Niall's chest.

"You are allowed to be mad at him." Niall said, "Am I, am I really?" Zayn asked, like a scared child, "Yes, the things he did to you, your allowed to be mad at him until the day you die." Niall said, "I think I want him in the kids life, I'm going to talk to him in a public place, that way he can't hurt me, and discuss that if he tries to hurt any of our kids, he'll be out of mine, and ours lives forever." Zayn said, "Okay." Niall said.
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Merry Christmas. Enjoy this.