jacob black (the twilight saga) pt. 2

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your pov / sunday

Billy let me change into a more presentable outfit which was comprised of grey leggings, a plain white crop top and my vans.

he'd offered to drive me to La Push himself and I gratefully said yes. now, we were in his old rusted up truck after I'd helped him into it seconds away from the boarder.

"Billy, I really appreciate you coming all the way down here to get me to make up with your son." I paused and smiled over at him, "but what if he's still mad? like what if he doesn't even want to talk?"

in all honesty I was overbearingly nervous. I had basically confessed my feelings for Jacob to his father, and even though it wasn't straight forward I'm sure he got the idea.

"y/n I can read that kid like the back of my hand, and I'm positive he's going crazy not seeing you. he needs this just as much as you do." he kept his eyes on the road as we entered the La Push reserve and made our way towards the Black residence.

with every second that passed my heart beat became quicker. what was I going to say? I hadn't even thought about it.

I'd thought I should apologize and then maybe we'd make up, go back to just being constantly bickering friends. have my heart stepped on for what? the millionth time? as long as it meant he was in my life at all, I would do this.

he pulled into the muddy driveway, turning off the engine and looking over at me, "are you ready y/n?"

my eyes lingered on the window to the side of their red painted house. Jacobs room. I took a deep breath, "as ready as I'll ever be."

I helped Billy out of the truck and into his wheelchair.

"maybe you should just tell him how you really feel," he whispered rolling up the ramp making my eyes go wide.

"w-why would I do that? he obviously doesn't feel the same, he's in love with Bella." I stated matter-of-factly and he shook his head.

"boys can surprise you y/n, we're surprisingly oblivious." I chuckled a bit but continued up and opened the door for him.

"if you say so, Billy."

"I know so," he smiled and motioned towards Jacob's room, "good luck."

I tried to slow my breaths as I stood in front of his closed door. with my unnatural sense of hearing I could make out shuffling coming from inside the room and decided this was the time. I knocked as lightly as possible knowing he'd hear it either way.

"come in!" I heard his voice for the first time in 24 hours and fear made its way through my empty veins.

slowly I opened the door and stepped into his oh so familiar room. I shut the door behind me and saw him sitting on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands.

he's yet to say anything, or even look up at me. did he even know it was me? I wasn't sure.

"y/n what are you doing here? come to yell at me again?" Jacob spoke without moving an inch, his voice full of sarcasm. I should've known, he probably smelled my scent.

"no actually," I said with just as much, if not more sarcasm, "I came to apologize, but I see you don't care. I knew this was a bad idea." my voice got quieter towards the end, mostly speaking to myself.

he finally lifted his head to look me in the eyes and took a second before talking again, "what's your deal?"

"whats my deal? whats your deal! I'm just trying to be realistic here Jacob, it's never gonna happen for you two." I crossed my arms and kept a straight face even though I knew this wasn't going to turn out great.

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