Waitress.

Love is so complicated.

Joyce Pov.

I have been working on We Want Another dish for a month now, and i really like it! I not only make money but i also have a lot of fun with the guys.  We make jokes, we make fun of each other and we laugh. I really enjoy working there with the boys from 5sos.  It is going good with 5sos, the guys have a couple new songs like just saying and daylight. I really like them, but everytime i hear those songs i start to wonder who they are for. I don't know if they have girlfriend or maybe even boyfriends and i am scared to ask because i am afraid they will think something of it i don't mean. Actually i don't even know what i'd mean by that question.  I really lovee the guys and i don't know in wich way. Sometimes i think they are flirting with me. And sometimes i want to flirt with them, all of them. It is soo confusing sometimes.  because i never know if they are flirting or joking. Sometimes when Ash and i are alone he wipes my hair out of my face when he does that my hart is beating soo fast! But when i am alone with Luke and he is standing really close to me i have that too.  I don't know what to do and I don't know if i should do something.

I woke up of my daydream when i heard ashton said  "Joyce what are you dreaming of are you dreaming of me??" and then Luke "No dork she is dreaming of me! ". Then i bursted in to laughter and said that i was dreaming of them both. Then i started to work again, it was Saturday today so it probably would be busy tonight So we had to prepare things and make sure we had enough of everyting. When we were done with setting everyting up and stuff we took a brake.  Ashton said "you know Joyce since you've came to work here we work much better and we have more customers". "Yeah, and the customers don't have to wait an half our anymore and they don't get mad" said Luke.
 "I know, I know i defenitely improved this restaurant!" i said.  Micheal said then: "hey don't be too confident of yourself missy!!!" then we all bursted in to laughter.  I asked about what they wanted to accomplish as a band, did they want to get a famous band  or did they just want to keep playing in their restaurant? they actually haven't thought about it.  I said they really should think about it because i think they could be a famous band! they were like no, no, no we are not good enough for that! I was like YOU ARE YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH and then they were like thanks it is flattering but we arent.

We had nothing else we could do untill customers came, soo Micheal and Calum decided to leave and come back when it was busy.  Soo only Luke, Ashton and me where left. When i realised that i got nervous.  Then Ashton and Luke looked at each other really weird and it confused me. After a while of Ashton and Luke looking and gesturing at each other Ashton left, so now i was alone with Luke. He began to talk: "ehmm, uhmm i uhh i have to tell you something". his cheeks turned red while saying that and my hart started to race, then he talked further. "ohh uhh gosh this is hard to say.  I uhh I really you and uhmm i think i uhh love you. what uhmm do you think of me, do uhh you love me back?" I was really confused after he said that, i mean i sort of thought that he liked me but it came like a schock that he said that to me.  Then i answered: "oh uh Luke you flatter me and i really like you but i don't know in wich way so i think i have to figure that out.".  I could tell by his face expression that he was dissapointed but he said: "uhh Yeah i think that too that's good." After he said that he left and i sat there alone thinking about what he just said.

Then Ashton came back and started to talk: "Ehmm okay look, I really like you and i love you and i'd like to know what you think of me, please be honest with me if i have no chance compared to Luke just say it okay??" then it was quiet for a moment because he said all that really fast and i didn't realised what he said. When i did realise it i was even more confused. I suddenly understood what all that gesturing was about.  I was overwellmed by all of this and i saw his expression on his face dropping down because i was not saying anything. Then i spoke: "Ashton you do have a chance compared to Luke you definitely have, and i really like you but i don't know in wich way so i have to figure that out."  He was a little bit happier when i said that but he was still dissapointed i could see it at his face but he said "okay let me know when you know it". After that i went to the lady's room to think, I had to go over everything that just happened.  I had to make clear what happened, how i felt about it and what i would do with it. I guess the last part is going to be the hardest!