Living With The Septiceyes (Discontinued)

Weren't I?

I downed another bear feeling it burn in my throat, I went to a remote bar since Anti knew my favourite bar "can I have another please?" I asked the bar keeper "sure thing love" he refilled my jug, which I had requested since the useal cups weren't big enough. For the last 13 days I've been staying in a hotel, everyday multiple times the egos called me I only picked up because it wasn't their fault it was Anti's, yet I only picked up when Anti wasn't there which I heard he wasn't much at all anymore as they said he was constantly out looking for me which made me feel bad but the clear image of him almost fucking that other girl kept me away from caving him and going back. I paid for my drinks before leaving walking back to the Hotel, I had to go through a dark side alley which annoyied me as I knew eventually I'd get jumped by someone, and today was that day. A grown man came up behind me slamming me into a wall placing a gun to my head "give me your money girl!" He demanded pressing the barrel against my head "sorry dude don't have any cash on me" I stated but knew he wouldn't believe me "liar! Turn out your pockets!" He pressed harder, I slipped my penknife out my pocket before growling "why not check them yourself since I'm pressed against a wall" I reasoned "don't be smart with me woman, or you'll have a couple rounds in your head" that ended my fasard and I pulled away from him using my knife to slash across his chest. The man tried to shoot me but missed so I got him to the ground making him relinquish his gun by treading hard on his wrist of the hand holding the gun "get lost dude or you'll have worse then a cut!" I barked and he scammered away his hands over his head.

I heard clapping behind me so I span round before seeing a shadowy figure I recognised as Natemare "that was good Diana" he smiled at me "I felt like killing him but the others would have been pissed at me" I answered putting my knife away and walking up to Mare. Mare has been a friend of mine for a year so I trusted him, "how come your here Mare, we don't often see eachother outside meeting up?" I asked him crossing my arms "I was actually out here looking for you since I heard what Anti did to you" he admitted making my shoulders sag "I don't want to talk about it" I replied "I guessed that much, I just wanted to check on you since I knew that you would likly be drinking heavily after the break up, you know how I feel about you drinking so much" he pulled me into a hug, I hugged back "yeah I've been drinking a lot but it's my way of coping" I stuttered since I was on the verge of tears again, Mare hushed me since he could tell this "let's get you back to where you're staying" he smiled "thanks Mare you're the best" I thanked him "no problem always happy to help a friend" he grinned. We both walked to my hotel before departing, I laid down on my bed enjoying the silence until that was interrupted by a voice "beautiful night isn't it?" I turned to see Anti standing on the balcony of the hotel room looking out over the cityscape, I walked up and stood next to him looking out "it is" I put bluntly he turned to look at me obviously going to say something "I'm not going to beg you to come back since I don't deserve you, I deserve every piece of hate you throw at me after what I did to you and how I reacted. But I came to explain myself as much as I can once I've done that then if you ask me to I'll leave and never bother you again" he explained, I crossed my arms huffing "fine but make it quick" I demand he quickly nodded before reaching out to take my hand I put my hand out begrudgingly into his it filled me with a sense of comfort holding his hand but I knew it was too good to be true. He lead me to my bed where we sat he held my hand inbetween us intertwining our fingers "firstly I wanted to say sorry for what I did it both hurting you and cheating on you. My reason isn't decent but before I got with you and feel deeply for you I had never loved anyone in the sense of boyfriend and girlfriend. I didn't understand how to act whilst with someone, I understood that their was a lot of love I had to show you and that it was a strong bond between us but what I didn't understand was what things I could do anymore. As you know glitch demons have always been pretty lustful meaning we turn to sex often when we need some form of happiness and after what happened the day I cheated  I out of instinct needed sex-" he began to explain but I cut him off at that moment "then why didn't you ask me I would of happily had sex with you" I asked holding his hand tighter "because I needed it right away, and you weren't there when I needed it. The attempt though was instinct not out of desire for that slut, I didn't want her which is why I killed her when she suggested that. So when you caught me and I broke out of the lust trace I realised what I had done, the trust I broke however when I wanted to explain all this you said you were dumping me I became an emotional mess, and as you know demons don't do emotions so again my demon instincts kicked trying to keep you with me which involved hurting you as in that mode I'm a mindless monster only after the reason why I became it. When the others came back and saw what was happening I snapped out of it seeing what I did to you and being horrified at my own actions, the reason I lied to them was because I was scared genuinely scared that they'd kick me out and I'd never get to see you again. I know even after explaining myself to you I was still completely in the wrong and I've regreted all that happened that day but all I ask for is for you to understand I didn't willingly do it, demon instinct can't be prevented even if I wish it could-" he hugged me close to him and I hugged back burying my head in his neck "you mean too damn much to me, I'd never willingly hurt you in anyway. I'm so sorry for what I did, I understand you never want to lay eyes on my again. I'll leave if that is what you want" he tried to get up but I pulled him back down onto the bed much to his suprise "no, I want you here, with me. I believe you and I know that you love me truley I've known that for a long time which is why when I saw you cheating I was so confused and sad as I've never felt that could happen from you" I leaned closer pushing his body down onto the bed "but knowing I was right that you didn't want that and the reason behind it you had no control over makes me feel a little more at peace" our touches were almost touching at this point "so what does this mean if you exsept my apologie and believe me?" He asked looking confused "you said you wanted me back didn't you?" I smirked "yeah but I cheated and don't deserve-" I didn't give him an opportunity before kissing him. I had missed the feel of our mouths together and everything about it he started kissing me instantly slipping his tounge into my mouth deepening the kiss, we battled for supremacy but he ultimately won. Eventually, we part a strand of saliva linking our lips which we got rid of "so do you want me back?" I smirked at him he grinned flipping me over so he was ontop and began kissing me again mumbling "definitely" into the kiss, I smiled, once our make out session was done we both sat up grinning at eachother "be my girlfriend again please?" He asked me holding my hands "of course glitchy, just do NOT cheat again" I told him sternly "wouldn't dream of it" he hugged me round my waist as we laid there on the bed together.

The sunlight light streamed through the open window onto our bodies making me wake up stretching and smiling over at Anti's body sleeping soundly on the bed, I poked him annoyingly trying to wake him up which worked as he swatted my hand away "morning puppet" he stated still facing planting the pillow "get up, aren't we going back home?" I asked, at this he jumped up instantly starting to help me pack which made me laugh, after we packed up I told him to teleport home since if he suddenly walked out my room with me people would ask why another person was in my room when I booked it for 1 which he agreed to. I signed out at the front desk giving them the key before leaving walking back to my home, I knocked on the front door which instantly flew open and I was embraced by Chase "broski I'm so happy you're home" he cried  onto my shoulder I patted his head awkwardly as I don't know how to react to emotions well "don't worry I'm back Chase, hope you've been looking after Skyler" speak of the devil, Skyler ran up hugging my legs "sis I've missed you so much" she cried  "aww I've missed you too Sky, and all of you", once I was let inside each hugged me for a while Robbie being the longest before Anti picked me up bridal style making me yelp and him giggle before glitching us up to my room where I unpacked my stuff with his help then we played video games together, some of the others came in and joined in including Jackie and Chase who both beat my ass at Mario Party. It's good to be back.

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