I miss the simple times of I like you's.
Cause we knew I love you was something serious.
Not to be said without the backing of fierce emotion ,
and not to be taken for granted.I miss those feelings, the fluttering in your belly.
That feeling of air rising on your chest.
The slight discomfort of losing your breath.I miss feeling your hands against mine.
And hugging you in the dark when you were scared of the monsters that hid within you.
I miss loving you!By that I mean loving you for real. With pure white love. Without this anger lurking behind like a dark shadow.
I miss before you hurt me for the first time.
And before I let you do it again and again. I guess I couldn't leave. Not without you. I didn't want a life like that. Not even if this pain cost me everything.Yes ,yes I still love you. But I live in fear that one day my soul would have had enough. That even though I say I forgive you time and time again,
that I haven't. That maybe those shadows lurking behind will become a haunting reality. I don't want to be here loving you on the verge of hate. But nothing can take me back to before. Because I think I forgave but I couldn't forget.
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....Inspired by you
PoetryLove poems for my crush who doesn't have this app...Hopefully.