She is the end of this chapter of your life
You have a whole new book laid out for the next
Who cares if she and you haven't ended on good terms
She didn't care, you have seen the proof
Now on the bright side, you know your judgment
Is much more reliable than your feelings
you are gullible and you won't let that weaken you anymore
It's her loss anyway that she didn't stick around
Even in the ultimate end, you put the efforts
And what did she do?
Sing the songs of being a victim of bad friendship again
Maybe she deserves it, don't you see
For being so self-conceited
let her learn a lesson for life
But one night, when you couldn't fall asleep
you realized she is not gonna be in this town
you are moving away too
And whenever she returns, you wouldn't have to see her
to feel like a stranger if your paths crossed
don't feel so bad, love, Some things are just not meant to be
I know you wish it were not this way for things to turn out
You feel wronged and ask yourself
if you were so easy to dispose of when your use was no more
she thinks about all her hurting and not the one she leaves in her wake
you know she has always been this way, yes, you do
making everything about herself like the whole world's spinning for her
she claimed you back-stabbed her and you don't understand how
she came to such a conclusion
Oh dear, those roses she loves have eyes of a snake
you were a passing cold breeze
She is never going to question them, think they have the essence she needs
their soft lies and hypnotizing fragrance would be her poison
She had a choice, she made her bed and she must lie in it
you chose your dignity, your self-respect
It's just not worth it, you were not wrong and you won't bow down now
But you still want your best friend back,
the easy laughter, the evening rants
but it's been so long and she still doesn't care
why doesn't she care
were you meant nothing for her?
Nothing that she celebrated after two days after your unknown split
which turned into a permanent parting without you realizing
after ten months have passed
and when you have waited for so long
That you come to the conclusion that
It doesn't matter anyway
YOU ARE READING
Life Of Your Butterfly
PoetryIt's a collection of poems in chronological order I wrote when I was going through a dark time in my life. It is about my break up with my best friend and how much it shook me and made me question my own being while already going through a hard tim...