Chapter 12

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Okay, chapter 12, let's go! ⚠️This chapter will most likely be steamy so just a warning now. ⚠️ this chapter will also take me a long time to write. Anyway see you at the end of the chapter.

Deku POV:

I asked Todoroki to join me on the bed; I didn't want to be alone. As soon as he got into the warm covers, not a second later, I had my trembling arms around him. All I could do was apologize as I sobbed into his comforting chest.
"Hey, shh, it's okay" he whispered into my ear gently. It's almost as if his voice controlled me; I couldn't hold back. I pulled him in and pressed my lips tightly against his. He suddenly pulled away and looked at me with this worried look on his face. I started to get worried that he didn't like me anymore. Thoughts went though my head in fear. He's probably mad at me for everything.
"I'm sor-" a pair of lips cut me off. His warm left hand cupped my face as our lips moved in unison.
Suddenly all my worries went away, yet got worse. I don't deserve this.
His hand moved down and gripped my ass, causing me to gasp. As I did so, he started to explore every square centimetre of my mouth.
"T- Todor-" he flipped us over and drove his knee in between my legs.
"Just don't make my wrists too much worse" I looked away, worried.
"Midoriya... you think I'd hurt you?" He said quickly slipping off his grey v-neck, and pressing his chest against mine.
"Every time I've done something like this, my wrists and neck are usually bruised and sensitive after..." I looked away.

"Why would I ever do that to you? Hurting you is the last thing I'd ever do" he said to me with a comforting look on his face.  

He gently pressed his lips against my neck as he moved his hand up my shirt. My breathing got heavier as his lips touched my burning hot skin gently. He quickly sat up and gently removed my shirt. Our bodies melted together as Todoroki moved his hands through my emerald green hair. This moment was good, too good. So good that I don't deserve it.

*time skip to about an hour later*
(No they didn't go all the way. It was just an intense make out XD)

          I lay there, on Todoroki's chest, not able to fall asleep. I'm not good enough for him. After what I did to him, why would he be so good to me? It doesn't make sense. My eyes started to fill
up, yet again. I can't do this...
As gently and quietly as I could, I slipped out from under the covers and pulled my shoes on. Carefully opening and closing  the door. I started to run. Tears were exiting my eyes like a waterfall as I just ran. 'Why does this have to happen to me?!' Is all that went through my head. I ran for probably thirty minutes until I ended up at a tall metal bridge above a glistening rocky river. The sun was barely peeking out in the horizon. My legs self consciously brought me to the railing of the tall bridge.
I sat there, on the edge of the bridge. My breathing got heavy and faster as I thought 'I'm ready...' I took in my final breath.

     Todoroki POV:

         My eyes fluttered opened as I heard the door close shut from across the room. 'It's probably nothing' I thought as I rolled over to wrap my arms around Midoriya. All I felt was a indent in the sheets. My eyes went wide and I instantly sprang up from the bed. I saw that his shoes weren't there either. No...

       I got out of bed so fast, I probably broke the world record for all teenagers my age. I pulled on my shoes and bolted out the door. I started running in the first direction I saw. How the fuck am I gonna find him like this?! I have no idea where he went!

*time skip to approximately 32 minutes later*

     I can't find him. I sighed as I sat against the pole of the bridge I was at. Dawn was just almost breaking now. He probably went home. I probably should too. I sighed and got up. I started walking off the bridge when I slightly tripped over a rock.
"Damn rock!" I turned around and kicked it out of my sight. When I turned around, all I saw was the most important person to me in the whole world, beginning to slip off the edge of the bridge. My eyes went wide and I started running. I ran faster than I probably ever have before. I have to stop him...
It's almost like everything went in slow motion.

       Deku POV:

          It's over. 'I'm sorry Todoroki...' I thought as I left the edge of the bridge...
Huh?! I felt a cold hand gripping tightly onto my wrist. I tried to look up and saw a glimpse of todoroki through the rays of slight sunlight. The Todoroki I don't deserve. Through that light, seeing his face with that look. That's when I really realized, he's the one I truly love...
He pulled me over the railing and into his embrace.
"Don't you ever even think of doing this again! You hear me Midoriya?! I still need you! I almost lost you! I almost lost the love of my life!" He sobbed as he tightened his grip around me.
"I-I'm the love of your life?" I whispered softly through my tears. His breathing changed; I could tell he hit the realization of what he said.
"... yes, Midoriya, I love you..." he stated.
"I love you too..." my tears switched to tears of happiness. He gently placed my chin between his thumb and pointer finger, leaning in.

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       The sun was still just starting to rise, making the water and clouds glow gold. I'll never forget this moment...

Welllll, that was one of the most romantic chapters I've ever written XD. Yeah my mother raised me in romance movies. This chapter did get steamy but I feel like you guys want more. Trust me, I've got a plan XD. Anyway, sorry this took so long to get out! I'll see you guys in the next chapter!

Word count: 1060

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