Purple Is Just A Color|| vkook

16~ Nightly revealings

《Step into Christmas~Elton John》

Purple POV

Laughing, I stumble in the direction of the stairs, following my brother to the first floor, Tae holding my back so I won't trip and hurt myself in my very dizzy state.
I exaggeratedly hug my brother goodnight and open the door to Tae's and my room.
Tae follows right behind me and shoves me to the side so I almost fall to the ground and jumps on the bed, spreading out like a starfish.
'I take the Queen mattress princess, you get the single bed seen as you don't have a boyfriend."
I gasp.
"How dare you!"
I get ready and run towards the bed, jumping and landing on Tae.
"I deserve the queen mattress, you are the one calling me princess all of the goddamn time!" I whine and sit on his stomach, trying to hold his arms down.
He grunts and flips our positions, hovering over me and staring down at me.
"Exactly, princess, not good enough for a Queen!"
I whine again, louder this time and try to push him off me.
"Goooo, you are a heavy and mean dumbass!"
He leans down further, I can literally count his lashes and my heart beats loud in my chest and I try and not stare at his lips.
"That's all my muscles, babygirl."
"Lies. Shade. Aren't you so bad for lying Taetae?"
He grins sassily. "Nahh, life is way more fun this way. It's a sign of my incredible memory too, I have to remember all the creative fake facts princess."
I pout and try once more to shove him off but fail again.

"Don't flatter yourself, those cigarettes of yours kill you piece for piece and I think your brain is the first to suffer."

"Hmmm, maybe but guess what doesn't suffer?" he says and that dirty idiot points to his own crotch while easily holding me down with one arm on my shoulder.

I gasp and lick my lips and when he looks back to my eyes I can see... rogue?

"You know what, princess, if I wasn't.." he clears his throat and licks his lips, "if I wasn't gay I would totally bang you."

My jaw drops open and I stare at him, not able to say anything and after a few seconds his eyes fill up with deep sadness and I can see the tears forming before he gets up mumbling a quiet "Okay..." and rushes out of the room.

I want to follow him... but I can't.
It's like I am in shock and I probably am.
All this time, it was neither my nor his fault. He can't help not falling for me like I did for him.
It all makes sense and I feel so bad.
Bad, for every time I snapped at him because he had rejected me.
Bad for every time I made him feel bad for not getting himself a girlfriend.
Bad for every time he had friendzoned me and I gave him the silent treatment.
I breathe in deeply and finally sit up.
I need to fix this, immediately.
I slowly walk towards the door and open it and immediately hear sobs from around the corner and when I turn, I can see him, sitting on the couch in the corner, his knees pulled to his chest and his long and bare arms hugging his legs tight to his body, his face buried in his knees and it breaks my heart when I see how his shoulders shake.

My bare feet pad on the floor when I walk over to him and ruffle his hair and my voice breaks, my own tears blurring my vision.

"Hey... Tae?"

I sit down next to him and lift his face up with my hands and he looks at me, his face red from crying and fresh tears wetting his cheeks.

"I- I didn't mean it like that, I promise. I just..." I sigh, "I just didn't expect this and ... you know, I always thought it was my fault, that something was wrong or not good enough about me when you rejected me. I am sorry."

He sniffs and laughs and then embraces me in a bone-crushing hug and he cries even more, this time because of relief and happiness.

"Thank you princess, I... I appreciate it. And I am sorry for not telling you after that" he cringes, "kiss on the astronomy tower."
I laugh and look at him and then I jump up and screech: "TAE! That means I have a gay best friend OMG!" I jump excitedly and he groans and rolls his eyes.
"Of course you-"
He gets interrupted by the sound of glass breaking and Tae and I simultaneously look up and see Jungkook standing at the corner, a glass and the water that was in it all over the floor and his hand still in the air as if he was still holding the glass, his lips parted and his doe eyes huge with surprise and I can detect a blush spreading over his cheeks.
I clear my throat and move to grab issues from the coffee table next to me and start wiping the shards and water off the wood.
"Well that's awkward." I mumble but hidden behind my long hair I grin to myself.
I am gonna have a ton of fun playing cupid this vacation, just for fun and the boys' embarrassment.
I turn around and see my best friend, an equally embarrassed blush on his face as he tries to wipe all the tears off his face.
"U- uhm. Hi Jungkook. W... what were you doing down there?"
My brother's voice is quiet and he stares to the ground as he responds.
"I was just getting a glass of water and aspirin for the headache I am gonna have tomorrow..."
His gaze flickers around and he passes us, bright red and disappears in his room.
As soon as I hear his door close I collapse on the floor, shaking with laughter that I had held back ever since I saw Jungkook in the hallway, staring at Taehyung.
I try and breathe while Tae just groans and gets up to literally pick me up and carry me into our room.
I throw my head back and just can't stop laughing, my hair dangling over his arm.
He kicks the door closed and carries me over to the queen size bed and puts me down surprisingly carefully.
He walks over to his suitcase and changes his jeans with short sweatpants and walks back over to me and looks down with a smile on his face.
"You should take your jeans off princess, and the only reason I am not beating your ass is because you are drunk."
I giggle and try and pull my jeans off, wiggling on the mattress but no matter how hard I try, I can't get them further than down to my knees.
Tae groans once again and pulls them off my legs and hands me a big tshirt that looks a lot like one of his and I grin and take it, turn around and change.
I fall on my back with a sigh and pull the blankets over me and feel the mattress dipping when Tae joins me.
As soon as he lays down, I roll over and snuggle to his chest, hugging his legs with mine and breathing in his comforting sense and slowly fall asleep with his arm over my back, listening to his calm heartbeat and regular breath.