Paralyzed (ON HIATUS)

More Than a Friend

I wave goodbye to my last patient and close the door behind him. I turn around to see my empty office and start to tidy up for the day. As I organize the papers my mind starts to wander back to my encounter with Ethan. I had attempted to reach him but after trying multiple times I had no success. A frown makes its way to my face as guilt settles into my stomach. 

Ethan had blamed himself for me being a target but ever since that night I had gotten any other threats, nor had there been any more killing which baffled me. There were so many things that didn't make sense but the biggest question burning in my mind:

Why would they warn me?

The watch on my wrist buzzes as I see an incoming message from Felix.

From: Kjelly (:

-Im here.

I send him a reply and quickly collect my things. I take the elevator down and say goodnight to the receptionist and the new security guard as I exit the building. I make my way towards the  black Mercedes where Felix stood leaning with his arms crossed. He sees me approaching and opens the passenger door for me. I mumble a thank you and sit in the car before he closes it and walks to the driver's side. He turns on the car and starts the drive towards my house. 

"You didn't have to pick me up, again." I lightly mumble after a couple of awkward seconds. Felix glances towards me but I keep my eyes on my phone. Ever since the break-in Felix hasn't dared to leave my side. I was grateful for his company but part of me was on edge with how much time we'd been spending together... for some odd reason. 

"You're right, I didn't." His blunt tone making me look up to him as he kept his eyes on the road. Okay, I know I said that but ouch. It sounded harsh coming out of his mouth. I look away and roll my eyes until seconds later I feel warmth on top of my hand. In disbelief, I stare at his hand on top of mine. "But I wanted to pick you up." I feel his stare on me but stay silent as I just focus on his touch. "I just want to make sure you're safe. I wouldn't forgive myself if something happened to you. So I don't mind watching over you... until Mark is back." He slowly moves his fingers, as if he was going to lace them with mine. However, I stop him by giving him a friendly squeeze and clear my throat before gently pulling away.

"Thank you. Im really lucky to have you as a friend." I emphasize the last word making Felix chuckle.

"A friend huh?" I nod my head as I pucker my lips into a thin line. Felix smirks as he glances back to me. "What if I want to be something more?" I awkwardly chuckle but the serious look on his face makes me shut up. 

"What do you mean you want to be something more?" I ask timidly, it was getting hot and I found it hard to breathe properly. 

"Well, I was hoping by now..." He turns to face me as we were at a stoplight. Felix leans in and I find myself frozen. "I'd at least be a good friend." He smirks before grabbing my seat belt and strapping me in. "Saftey first." He lingers near my ear and whispers before pulling away. I bite the inside of my cheek as the light turns green.  

I know he was a natural flirt but Jesus christ. What the hell was that?

I look over to Felix who offers a charming smile and I force a tight one back. Dont overthink, he's just teasing you Bri. Felix doesn't look at you like that. I felt a small frown form on my lips at the thought but quickly scolded myself for even getting upset. Felix is just a friend, and I am happy with Mark. Im just missing the company of my boyfriend especially with everything that's been going on. 

"Everything okay?" Felix's voice cuts me off from my thoughts but keeps his eyes on the road. I slowly nod my head as my thoughts clouded my mind. Was I okay? I mean I was threaten by the unknown serial killer who police had failed to catch. My high school best friend wasn't talking to me anymore. Mark was all the way in Ohio, comforting his family and not knowing whats happening here. And on top of all that Felix had been super protective of me which I was starting to like more than I'd like to admit. I shake the thoughts from my head and just shrug as I sunk into the passenger seat.