My life is bad and im such a fool
My dad left me like everybody do
Everything goes wrong and im tired of that
If you come closer you feel my tears in my bed
Yeah... Im just a depressed guy
Who wants to finally say goodbye
Have you ever felt depression in your life?
Sleeping troubles, thinking about suicide?
I feel like it whould be better if i DIE
Everyone whould feel better if i say bye
If i count to three and i fall to sleep
I see my own dead body in my dream
Is it what i really want to happen for real?
Happiness or sadness? What whould you feel?
I dont wanna know, the answer whould hurt me
Do you see? What im thinking about again?
I dont wanna live, i dont want it anymore
I want to throw it so far, give it to a whore
It whould use it better than me
I thought i tie up myself on a tree
But I couldnt... Im not strong enough...