Chapter 42

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Kendall

Natalie and I ended off on a bad note tonight, and I wish we didn't. And I had some news that I was going to share with her. Big Time Rush is performing at the Teen Choice Awards this week, and I wanted to take her with me.

I went home and went directly to bed without bothering to talk to my friends. Natalie and I haven't fought in forever and we just had our first fight since we broke up less than two years ago.

Alexa and Carlos' are having their wedding a week after the award show, and on the night of the Teen Choice Awards, Carlos was planning on telling everyone that him and Alexa were engaged. I'm still happy that they're engaged, but I don't think that it'll be a good idea knowing that thousands of Rushers are in love with Carlos and that that news might break their hearts forever.

When I sent Natalie a text, I didn't receive anything back so I figured that she was asleep. I was awake half the night just thinking about nothing in general. I looked over at my alarm and it was only midnight.

As I was on the verge of falling asleep, I heard the apartment door open and a small but quiet giggle echoing through the apartment. That sounds just like Natalie. I sat up and turned on the lamp, and then slowly got out of my bed and made my way to my door frame. I peeked around the corner and I saw James and Natalie sitting together on the couch, while watching a movie. My face started to heat up and I was getting angry.

I decided to just stand there and see what they would do after. A few minutes passed and I looked back at Natalie and James. My eyes widened and my heart stopped. They were kissing. Natalie cheated on me with my best friend. How could she?

I walked out of my room and stopped in front of them. "How could you Natalie? After all we've been through in these past two years, you cheat on me." Tears fell down my face and I walked back to room, slamming the door in the process. "Kendall? Please, open the door. Let me talk to you."

"No. Go away Natalie."

I heard her body slam against the door and slide down, and I knew that she wasn't going to leave. I groaned and got up to open the door. Her body fell back and she was staring up at me from my floor. I tried to cover up my smile but I failed.

"What you saw was an accident, I promise you. I didn't expect that to happen Kendall. We were just watching a movie because I needed to clear my head. I love you and only you, okay?"

I didn't acknowledge her apology, and I didn't even want to accept it as of right now. "I know you do Natalie. I just need space right now, and maybe we should take a break." I finally said, looking up at her.

"Why?"

I grabbed her lightly by the arms and made her look at me. "You know exactly why Natalie. Don't play stupid. Now, I want you to leave, please."

She stood up and walked out of my room without looking back. I laid down on my bed and I started to cry because I once again lost Natalie, but this time, she caused me pain.

"You don't know how much I want to kill you right now." I growled at James when we woke up the next morning. James was pouring a bowl of Lucky Charms and I was keeping myself under control. "Dude, it was a literal accident. I don't think of Natalie that way." He rolled his eyes and continued to eat his food.

"I call bull on that."

James threw his spoon down into the bowl. "Just because you saw something doesn't mean that it meant something Kendall! Maybe you should take into consideration that not everything that we do ends up on purpose."

I stood back and realized that James just stumped me and I didn't have any words to say back to him. "You're full of bull James. And we all know that." I said through clenched teeth. "Maybe I am. Maybe I'm not. But you need to calm down right now and cool yourself. I'm leaving." Then he left and I screamed at the top of my lungs.


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